What if you could hear them? The thoughts they deigned not reasonable enough to say out loud, the things not suitable for even a giggly teenage gossip conversation. Would it be a blessing or a curse? Troye, the unlucky teenager bestowed with this 'gift', thinks of it as a curse, with good reason. Do you know how hard it is to keep a relationship with someone when you know exactly what they think of you? Impossible. It's impossible. Or at least that's what Troye thinks, considering he's given up on even trying to make it work. He's different, people shun different. People hate different. And it's better to go under the radar, to be nothing, than to be hated. Right? Tyler, on the other hand, has taken a different approach to a similar problem. No, he can't 'read minds', but he does have a part of himself he doesn't want a soul to know about. He's quarterback, every girl's dream guy, an academic mastermind, and he's also gay. He's seen how different kids get treated, hell, he's been the one to treat them that way before. Why on Earth would he ever wish that on himself? No, it's easier to hide, to be someone you're not, than to be hated. Right?

After Troye Sivan experiences a traumatic event his mind becomes clouded by the many effects of mental illness. Fighting the ones he loves the journey to overcome himself begins to grow harder by the day. Spending his time with Tyler and Zoella to recover will he turn against them? Will a mental asylum become Tyler's only option? Let's hope not.

Sometimes we refuse to see how bad something is until it completely destroys us.

Troye Sivan, and 18 year old high school student was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 14. After one clinic visit he was told news that would change his life. He was given 4 months to live. After being told this news, Troye shuts everyone out of his life. But, when Tyler Oakley comes along Troye can't help but fall for him. Will Troye try and shut him out to? Or will Troye fall completely for him, then leave him. -Smut Warning-

*Trigger Warning* It's several years into the future. Troye and Tyler are happily married and living in an apartment near the center of LA. When Tyler comes back after a late night of work, Troye isn't waiting for him like he usually does, and all Tyler can find is... A suicide note?

"I'm stuck here and you know that." "Which is exactly why I'm gonna use you the way I like." Troyler fanfic- Trigger warning: abuse, addiction, rape, etc.

[this is really fuckin bad and not even complete so bye lol. the only reason it's still here is for the og's that would miss it if I deleted it]

This book will gather the drabbles and ficlets I want to publish. Some will be parts of a series, some will be stand-alone, but all will be Troyler! *throws glitter* - Expect mature content! -

This is a Troyler AU co-authored by @Ms_Crow and @itsonmymind. There will be a large amount of action, angst and drama in this book, as well as a fair amount of fluff and smut. Smut warnings will be posted at the beginning of each chapter they are necessary for. If you find any material triggering, please notify one of the authors so we can post a warning before it. Enjoy Reading!

ayyyy lookie i wrote this one BECAUSE THEY'RE ON A PLANE AND COULD QUITE POSSIBLY BE CUDDLING. OMG. OMG. OMG. FEELS.