Asher has a drinking problem, one night changed his life with Bexley forever. One drink , one girl, one lie. After losing her, he does everything in his power to get her back even if it meant falling for her all over again. They were meant to be high school sweethearts. Will Bexley let him back in again? Will she move on with someone new? Can Asher clean up his act or will it be too late?

***sequel to Black Roses please read that story first before diving in*** Ashton finally confesses his feelings but will his own demons ruin his chance at happiness ? Will Jen recover from Mikey's destructive behavior and learn to love again? When Maisy shows back in town can she mends things with Jen as she drops a bombshell? Mikey plays the system but will he get caught with his lies. Rankings #38 on the numb list #602 on broken #160 on eatingdisorder #930 on passion #42 on ashtonfletcherirwin #105 on saving list #1 on destroying list

...now you only bring me black roses... I thought that he would make me happy but all he did was bring me pain and heartache, I shouldn't have let Michael Clifford in my life, was there anyone out there to save me from his toxic hold? was I looking for love in all of the wrong places? Why am I not enough for him? Why did have to have her too ? Was I just another name on his list? There was a beacon of hope in the dark cloud that was around me... he brought me back to life. #72 on the toxic reading list #14 on the cheating boyfriend list #765 on the Michael clifford list #970 on the calum hood list #987 on the Ashton irwin list #86 on young adult list #5 on instant love list