***AVAILABLE AS A PAPERBACK ON AMAZON*** Warning: More than half the chapters are taken down due to a copyright agreement with the published Amazon version. Alexa Parker is your typical high school golden girl. But when her best friend commits suicide, she loses everything, including herself. Left with nothing but an ominous letter addressed to her, Alexa finds herself spiraling down a dark tunnel. One she won't be able to get out of alone. Then there's charming and sweet Blake. He wants to show Alexa how to live again and show her that she's stronger than she thinks. But overcoming her personal demons may prove harder for Alexa than she thought. With the help of Blake and his sisters, Alexa finds herself and learns to love in the process. - achievements: #1 in suicide prevention cover by @ashleethegoodgirl

In which you are silent everyday, but Tyler isn't. {again, all respect to jenna because jenna is amazing and she and tyler are goals} {{it's just fiction}} {{{trigger warning: mentions of abuse, anxiety, depression, and suicide}}}

In which you and Tyler have a conversation everyday, but he's the only one talking. {all respect to jenna because jenna is amazing and she and tyler are goals} {{it's just fiction}} {{{trigger warning: mentions of abuse, depression, and suicide}}}

ernst started following you. ernst liked your post. ernst liked your post. ernst liked your post. ernst commented: 😍😍😍😍 // in which a boy from youtube is infatuated with one of the world's most famous models. DISCLAIMER [2021]: I NO LONGER SUPPORT OR CONDONE THE VLOG SQUAD'S ACTIONS

Charlotte Robin Dun is a smart girl- really. She just makes some poor choices with even poorer judgement. Her best friends aren't exactly the best of role models either. Her parents are upset with her, her brother Josh is disappointed in her, and Tyler Joseph- the boy with a gigantic crush on Charlotte- just wants to help her out. But things don't work out so easily for her when one fateful night both makes her world crash down on her while simultaneously giving her a reality check. Given one last chance to straighten up and adopt a better attitude, Robin finds herself struggling to cope with the terrible things that are continued to be thrown her way. All she wants is for everyone to leave her alone(be there), and Tyler Joseph makes the latter his personal mission. W: PROFANITY, VIOLENCE, DRUG USE AND ALCOHOL, AND FLUFFY MOMENTS THAT JUST MIGHT KILL YOU

It's cliche really, Dylan. A boy; a well known actor. Seems perfect, but is quite frankly far from it. He's forced to supposedly 'falsely date' a girl. His past is fairly rocky, yet he manages to get through it. Attempting to stay strong, much like everyone else. Skylar. A girl; attempting to find a decent job as an actress. But, thanks to fate, she receives something far from it. She signs up to 'falsely date' a boy. Her past is fairly rocky, yet she manages to get through it. Attempting to stay strong, much like everyone else. And maybe. . .just maybe. They'll fall in love? {I wrote this awhile ago and my writing is much different now than it was when this book was published. Please keep this in mind while going through my works! Thanks.} 44 chapters

She's cool. He's not. He's quiet. She's not. She's outgoing. He's not. He's smart... She's not. She fell hard. Did he? All rights reserved. All quotes and ideas belong to @teenagebastard on Wattpad. This story and idea can not be altered, duplicated, or copied in any way. ©Copyright 2014 This book is unedited and was written when I had very little writing experience. Although it doesn't suck entirely, it isn't to the best of my abilities. If you want to read a Matt fanfic that's a little better, check out my fanfic Turmoil. Thanks for reading <3.

if you are very easily triggered, please don't read this. i don't think this is very graphic, but please be cautious i don't want anyone hurting themselves. inspired by forest by twenty one pilots