what do you want from me?

Lyssa Brinkston was the only known girl who could be capable of holding together the struggle of every teenager's love life. Jesse Rutherford was the love of her life. Or so she thought. But he was too blinded to see. She was too busy reminiscing to notice Zach was doing the same thing she was doing to Jesse, to her.

you really don't care if he is in love, you really don't care if she is your friend, you really want him to be yours.

Jesse was normal. Normal...but weird. He drank alcohol like a normal person but smoked like something was wrong with him. He used to party with us,but now not so much. If he comes to a party with us,he'll just sit alone. He's not the same anymore. He used to be the life of the party,cheering everyone up. Now he just seems depressed,like something is holding him down. Like if he wants to do something good,it's like something is telling him to do something bad. We don't know what's wrong with him.

The Neighbourhood/ Jesse Rutherford fanfic

Jesse and I met through our music. Real Clichè, but there was an immediate spark. But this summer he seems to be distancing himself… It's like he doesn't trust me. And it only started happening after that concert...

“Usually everynight at a concert is badass, and chill. But this one, this one was different.. because she was there.” - jesse

Zoe thought falling in love was easy, but when she finds out that she didn't just fall in love with a lead singer of a band, but also her long lost best friend everything might change. For the better or worse, she decides. •First book of the squeal Tattoo•