(COMPLETED) Pretty angsty kleinsen book. It's kinda like my oneshot, 'jealous and alone' from my kleinsen oneshot book, but it's different.

jared realizes how much hes hurt evan, realizes how he was never there for evan, and most importantly, comes to terms with how gay he is for evan. i posted this on ao3 a while back but i crave Constant Validation so im sharing it here too, so if you wanna read other fics like this my ao3 name is in my bio

Jared means well when he writes the emails, but it just throws Evan into a panic attack. Jared explains he only wants to make him laugh, to make him smile, but Evan's sense of humor is vastly different. Thankfully there's more than one way to make him laugh.

"The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals." Jared's feelings sank, he knew exactly who was to blame for the disease, Evan Hansen.

All the scenes from Dear Evan Hansen with Jared in, except told from Jared's point of view. Kleinsen for forever 💙