"Not All Scars Show Not All Scars Heal Often We Don't See The pain someone feels" "The Worst Kind Of Pain Is When You're Smiling Just To Stop The Tears From Falling." Niall Horan's life seems pretty normal (for someone who's in the biggest band in history). That is until his life starts shattering one by one.. He doesn't think he can take it much longer. Is there anyone that will be able to help him?

**This is the sequel to my book Broken Together.** "I've been lost for so long. Walking around these streets trying to find a way to start over and now I have. I can start over here but I don't know how. I don't know where to go from here somehow now that I have what I've been looking for I don't know what to do with it I just feel so lost" Having just been released from Londons Teen Rehabilitation Center and being deemed "stable enough" to return to life , Niall, Harry, Liam and Louis are now living for the first time in what feels like forever separate lives all across Europe. Though the boys all are back to the lives they all longed to return to for varying amounts of time they find everything has changed since the last they had been home and having to learn to live life without each other is proving to be a thousand times harder than they had ever expected. Niall finds returning to life in Ireland even harder than the other lads do. Going back to a new family, a new home and just a whole new life, he finds coping with everything new extremely difficult. Reminiscing on his old life he finds himself consumed in the memories of his mother and father he can't help but feel so confused and alone... *This book contains strong language, talk of rape, child abuse, eating disorders, self harm and more and may not be appropriate for all audiences*

Niall Horan wasn't crazy, he was just depressed. Zayn Malik wasn't insane, he was just angry. Harry Styles wasn't stupid, he was just confused. Louis Tomlinson wasn't creepy, he was just picky. Liam Payne wasn't mute, he was just selective. Niall Horan wasn't in love with the insane black haired mysterious boy. Zayn Malik wasn't in love with the crazy blonde haired blue eyed beauty. //mental hospital au//

Niall James Horan is kidnapped by a man with traits only known to be thought as a psycho. He knows that his kidnapper won't let him go. So he can only prey to his band mates, family, and fans. "never let me go, in your dreams, thoughts, priers, and hearts..." << I do not support rape or any kind of violence this story is just based off many movies/tv shows I have watched over the years >>

For over four years the boys had made a horrible error. They hadn't known honestly, hadn't given it that much thought. Now however, Zayn is gone and Harry, Liam and Louis are starting to realize what they've done.

[COMPLETED] ❝Imperfection is beauty.❞ When he makes a ritual to buy his morning coffee from the town's quaint little coffee shop, Louis never expected that the cute barista that handed him his drink every morning at 8.30 would mean so much to him later. Niall never had any idea that the shy, brown haired, beanie clad boy who came to have a drink every morning would end up being so important to him. And Niall had no idea how different Louis was. And how much Niall could help him. [Winner of the Bromance Awards 2014 - Nouis category] Graphics: @uFiona © Copyright: All rights reserved. || zarrycupcake

I'll never forget that day. That day the doctor told me, I, Niall Horan, had cancer. Cancer. That awful, deadly disease that we all pray we never have to live with. I had it. It was there. Living, growing inside me like a weed. Tearing me apart, sucking the life out of me, trying to destroy me mentally and physically, trying to kill me from the inside out. Somehow I got it. Somehow my nearly perfect life was suddenly turned upside down. This is my life now. I'm just a shell of a person riddled with cancer being suffocated by doctors. All I can do now is try and be one of the few that make it of the battle between life and death alive. *this book contains mild language that may not be appropriate for all audiences* ~*~ "This fic is awesome I love all of it, like we're on the 27 chapter an it's as exciting or even more than the first one it never loses the drama and it's a different love story, brotherly love that makes it special!" ~@Horan3044 "I've cried so much throughout this book" ~@daddynhoran "You've successfully made me cry, well done" ~@Abistringer1 "I've become addicted to your books!" ~@magconando2I "WHHHHHHHY It's so good but so sad!" ~NicoleRankin1 "OMG I literally am crying a fooking river right now. HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!!!" ~@LarryStylionson9491 "Haha at the start I was a teary mess and at the end I was laughing really hard! Great job" ~@Horan3044 Can't get enough of my books? Follow me on Instagram & Twitter for bonus chapters and unpublished scenes from my books @NiallsJournalWatty & @NiallsJournall Este libro está disponible en español en la cuenta de @Horan3044 !!!

The fact that 1D is on their hiatus doesn't mean that they don't contact each other anymore. In fact, they were just about to have a guys night when Niall doesn't turn up. What happens when they start to look for him? How will they find him? And what happens when old wounds burst open and secrets are about to find their way out? (I wrote this when I was 13 and am too embarassed to rewrite/edit this story. Hell i don't even wanna read it..) Also this has text to speech, which is pretty awesome if you ask me