dan is the best man at phil's wedding ; copyright © 2016

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

it's only a game. isn't it?

I WROTE THIS A YEAR AGO; APOLOGIES FOR THE SHITTY WRITING AND THE CRINGE i know where you stand silent in the trees and that's where i am silent in the trees why won't you speak where i happen to be silent in the trees standing cowardly

To: Phil Phil, it's Dan. Please talk to me. I'm dying here.

Dan and Phil meet each other during school, they become best friends. When dan shows signs of weakness, easy bruising, tiredness, night sweats and pain Phil gets extremely worried and takes him to the doctors... *sorry for the shitty description*

Dan Howell. He's gay. Decent grades. Nice brother who cares for him and he cares for. And that's kind've what got him into this mess. He'd always protect his brother, even if he got hurt doing it. Which he did when his father raped him. Phil Lester. Well he's Phil Lester. His mom died when he was younger by tripping down the stairs. But his dad is great. Let's him be homeschooled so he can focus on grades and get into a good college so he can have a great life. He's always got then newest stuff to keep him happy and entertained. He's got a perfect life. With some dark secrets. But what will happen when these two meet? And under the circumstances they do? They could find love or hatred. Either way it might not be the prettiest but their will be adventures involved --- TRIGGER WARNINGS - •Depression, self harm, homophobic slurs, rape and abuse. • I will put warnings at the beginning of every chapter as a warning. •Please don't read if these will trigger you. •I am going to eventually go back and put a description at the end of every chapter with trigger warnings.