Trinity always thought she had a fine body until she hears two girls talking about there weight. Seeing as she weighs so much more then them she makes the decision to lose a few pounds. Finding her old friend Adrian on an ana website she learns all the tricks needed. As she falls deeply in love with her best friend she keeps telling herself that its just a diet and wont go on for long, but she slowly turns to ana more and more. This is an amazing work in progress about love, anorexia nervosa, and how it controls peoples lives.

It's the voice that whispers just before meal times to put less on your plate, it's the feeling of regret after you finished a piece of junk food you just ate, its the brain wrenching thoughts of being alarmingly hungry but you cannot bring yourself to eat. For Parker Collian his was all he knew. The life of control beyond imaginable, hiding it from all the people you care for in your life, pushing people away, because the disorder is more important. This is the story of a young boy who was pushed into dastardly behaviour. All because of a life in the modern mindset of control, that was now considered common and the people he met along the way, who changed his life for worse, or maybe for the better.

~*~ MAY BE TRIGGERING ~*~ The first one happened during the school play. Margo Lin had been nervous about it during that week, She had to play a solo on the piano but just couldn't do it. She didn't get to start before her breath quickened into pants and her hands started trembling, she quickly fled from the stares of others and collapsed outside of the gym. The doctor said it was a panic attack and a year later she was diagnosed with anxiety. She became anxious over the smallest things and the panic attacks had kept up, She'd only get 1 every 3 days if she was lucky. After dealing with the struggles of anxiety, she gave up, planned on ending it all on her eighteenth birthday. That is, Before she met Todd.

she was pure, innocent, and everything nice but now she's bullied, conscious, and everything sad

Anorexia, anxiety, and depression is a lot different and harder then some people who don't experience it. This is my story of battling them.

I can't eat, I can't stop hurting myself. I can't stop hating myself. I'm kidnapped, and I don't care if I come out of this alive, I have nothing to come back to anyway. -Finished Story-

~*~ Warning this story may be triggering!~*~ In today's world, skinny is beautiful. Skinny people get it better, because they are beautiful. Where ever you look, you'll see a skinny woman, or a fit man. But what happens when you don't have that Ideal body? Do you work out? Diet? Starve yourself to the point where you can count your ribs? What will you do to achieve that "beautiful body?" Follow one girl on her journey struggling with a eating disorder. Feel the pain she does when she looks in the mirror and feels so wrong about her body. Learn how society warped her mind to believing there is something wrong with her. Learn the meaning of true beauty.

A story of a young girls battle with anorexia.

"I can't help what I do, it's an impulse."

September 1, 2012. My mum had me young. Really young. She wanted a barbie but she got a baby because she had no idea how condoms worked and before she knew it she had put on 2 stone and everyone was calling her a whore, she was privately educated and played lacrosse, she was a ballet dancer, she had a lot going for her. She didn't get the daughter she wanted, I came out chubby and I stayed chubby, so she would show me her favorite doll, her name was Miranda and she was really skinny. " I wish you looked more like Miranda," she would say and every time she would introduce me in public I swear there was a hint of humiliation in her voice. My eating disorder started with my mum.