If you love reading BMC trash please read it. (Well only if you want!) I always just think of random stuff and think, "oh hey I should make a book about all this shit!" And so...here we are. Most of these might be boyf riends, I take requests and feel free to correct my grammar. If you guys like a one shot I may make a part two. I may post at least 1 or 2 times a week maybe more. I sometimes post random stuff that I find in Tumblr. I write and fluff and smut ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) [for all you kinky people] I also write headcannons that I think are cute. And yeah...

I write a lot on tumblr so I'm going to post all of them here. I hope you enjoy them. I will put any possible triggers at the beginning of the chapter.

Huge thanks to @Saphirdrache / @Zitronendrache for the amazing cover. I absolutely love it. The world was always black and white. You always felt empty. They would always promise you that there's someone for you. All you have to do is kiss them and the world will turn right side up... ...They pray that it will turn right side up. **TRIGGER WARNING** Suicide Self-harm Anxiety Panic Attacks Abuse And a whole lot more - I know I'm evil haha September 25th 2017 - December 11th 2017

OK YALL LAST REUPLOAD I SWEAR. ALSO ILL PUBLISH THE WHOLE THING WHEN MY INTERNET ISNT SHITTING ITSELF. Alexander has always been lonely. Sure, he's had flings with women, but it's never been anything real. He's married to his work and is more devoted to it than anything or anyone else. But what happens when his house burns down and he has to go live with his worst enemy? Fluff and smut. Modern AU where Alex is a lawyer. #3 in jamilton 5/2/19 #1 in jamilton 5/8/19

Sequel to Falling For You (Tree Bros)! It's been a year since Connor Murphy went missing, but Evan's not giving up.

Highest rankings- #251 in Fanfiction (6/14/17) #276 in Fanfiction (7/5/17) #291 in Fanfiction (8/27/17) Finished on 8/27/17 Connor Murphy's family never takes him seriously. Not even when he tells them that he is gay. On the first day of school, he takes out his anger on his crush, Evan, and decides to carry out his plan of suicide. Evan Hansen is in love with Zoe Murphy, a girl that will never reciprocate his feelings. It's just his luck, that he catches Connor and stops him from taking his own life. Can Evan convince Connor he has something to live for? Will they both be found? WARNINGS: SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, DARK STUFF, AND A LOT OF GAY (No profanity or smut)

Evan Hansen x Connor Murphy mai doods Evan's p.o.v = 🌲 Connor's p.o.v = 🖊

art not mine! I plan on finishing this haven't found one that's finished

CW; suicide attempt, homophobia, homophobic slurs, depression, anxiety, etc. This is basically just a super cheesy and mushy fanfic involving Connor and Evan from DEH. There might also be some Jared x Alana in here as well, but I haven't quite made up my mind yet. This is an AU where Connor never died when he tried to take his own life, so there won't be any death-angst. There will eventually be a suicide attempt by Connor for reasons I haven't figured out yet.

I regret nothing