Highest ranking #298 - lonely #14 giving-up She knows she loves to be alone She knows she needs to be gone To be gone from others' lives happily She still stays though regretfully. All she knows is that they are still going to leave anyway Leave her and let her go away. She can be alone and happy But she never wants to suffer alone She prefers making everyone go crazy Than being gone. However, she always ends up alone Alone but happy Happy that she has gone through a lot of unforgettable moments With the ones she loved or the ones she still loves. She knows she will end up alone. Alone and sad is not what she is yearning for. Alone but happy is what she is searching for. She creates memories She brings up smiles She provokes tears She leaves traces of herself So that no one forgets her. She still ends up alone Alone but happy She could let everyone be But she finds happiness in knowing that others can suffer like she can So, she tries making others suffer just to know what it feels like being the one watching Instead of being the one enduring. She needs to be reassured that those feelings are alright She needs to know that she has the right to cry Yet, the only thing that she does not want to imitate is judging Judging, for her, is the greatest sin Though she knows she will end up in hell, she does not want to satisfy satan by doing the thing that destroyed her. Because honestly, Satan had done no good to her, Why would she make him happy? She just wanders around alone happily. She is the villain of her loved ones' lives. But, what others forget is that she is the villain of her own life too. She cannot blame others. She cannot blame others like everyone blames her. But as we all know, in the end she is alone. She ends up alone. Alone but happy