"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

Luke Hemmings. Popular, openly gay, excepted, Always happy. Ashton Irwin. Popular yet bullied at home, openly gay, self harm-er, depressed. What happens when Luke's family moves? Will Luke be able to fix Ashton? Or is he broken beyond repair? *May have triggering seens. Read with caution.* **Discontinued** *Top!luke*

Ashton Irwin tries to be like all other 17 year olds, but fails because people bully and judge him after coming out last year. He's suicidal and depressed until he meets a bisexual beautiful mistake named Luke Hemmings. His world spins around after his new friend (maybe even love interest) enters his life. "You saved me, for a bit, when I was about to drown, but you pulled me back to the surface. I was done but I love you. I was torn in two." ((WARNING THERES ALOT OF STRONG LANGUAGE, SELF HARM AND SEX, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IM SORRY))

"he only comes outside when it rains."

Luke has been the target of people's comments and violence for as long as he can remember. But this time he promises himself that this is the last new start at a school he'll have to experience. In a matter of time, Luke finds a friend who he can see a lot of his demons in, his name is Ashton. Ashton honestly can't remember the last time he felt 'ok' he wakes up each morning and punishes himself with a razor for doing so. Luke soon realises his new friends struggle and decides from being the one who needed to be saved, it was now his turn to do the saving.

Luke has always had Ashton's back and made sure to make him feel better. How? "Just hold my hand" Or A collection of moments where Luke tries his best to make Ashton feel better by telling him to hold his hand

In which bad boy Luke doesn't have a care in the world for anyone or anything But when he stumbles across a certain broken Ashton Irwin, he makes it his duty to fix him again Will feelings be caught in the process?