***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ------------- I have always been bullied and trapped in darkness. I hoped life would get better when I moved to my mother's hometown, but it only got worse because it was there that I met my unrequited crush, Hayden Black. He despised me from day one, and even more when I became best friends with his twin, Kayden. Kayden gave light to my life, but my happiness with him lasted only until one night two years ago. That night Kayden died because of me. Half of me died with him. The other half was left to bleed, suffering Hayden's and his friends' constant bullying. Now I must endure one more year before I can finally escape them and go to college. This year has to be different. Either I will become stronger, or they will finally break me into nothing. ----------- Highest rank in Romance: #1 on 10/28/2017 Bullied won the Best Romance and the Best Diverse Book award and the Bullied series won the Best Trilogy/Series award in The Fiction Awards 2018. --------- I wrote this novel for #NaNoWriMo2016 #NaNoWinner2016

***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published and only the sample chapters of the published version are available on Wattpad. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my bio. ***This is the sequel to Bullied and Pained, and it can't be read as a stand-alone. *This blurb contains spoilers, so it is advised not to read it unless you read Bullied and Pained first. --------------------- Nine days have passed since Hayden got into an accident and fell into a coma. Nine days of hoping for a miracle that would allow him to wake up. Nine long, endless days. Half of me is conquered by despair, while the other half clings to the hope that he will recover soon. I refuse to let fear and doubt overcome me. Hayden is dark and complicated, but as the days pass, I'm more determined to fight for him despite the hurdles in our way. I have to believe that there won't be serious consequences once he wakes up. I have to believe that we will overcome all obstacles and become stronger together. After all, we may be both damaged, but we're each other's salvation.

***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. **This is Bullied's sequel, and it can't be read as a stand-alone. *This blurb contains spoilers, so it is advised not to read it unless you read Bullied first. -------------------------- Two months have passed since the day I pushed Hayden away. Two months since I found out he loved me and wanted to be with me. I've been trying to move on and forget about him, but my heart refuses to listen. Hayden had almost died saving me. Half of me wants to forgive him for everything and give him another chance. The other half prevents me from doing so, distrusting him and ignoring my heart's desires. Hayden is dark and complicated, and as the days pass, he gets further away from me, ignoring me whenever our paths cross. I have less than a year before I go to college, and I won't see him ever again. I have to believe I will get over him and move on with my life. I have to believe in my future without him. Unless he didn't really move on, and our masks are about to fall.

" Tak sangka di taman perumahan elit ni juga jodoh kita bertemu . " *smirk* - Qaz Aldine ft Raiya Hana - " you're sweet talker badboys that i love you until heaven . " Lelaki yang berperangai badboy cuba untuk melindungi gadis jual mahal itu dengan pelbagai cara . Tetapi satu cara yang agak kotor mengikat mereka berdua di alam perkahwinan .. ++++++ " saya buat ini hanya untuk awak . It special for you .. " - Eirna Iman ft Rayshen Hans - " stay away from me . Kau tak layak untuk aku ! " Dia gadis yang menyukai lelaki itu , yang bermuka dingin dan serius . Setiap hari dia cuba untuk memikat crushnya tetapi satu kejadian yang dilihat di depan matanya membuatkan dia sedar bahawa dia bukanlah gadis idaman lelaki itu . Atau sebaliknya... ▷ sec story. Own's original ideas. Inspiration from a few novels . Start : 17 December 18 . End : 4 Oktober 2019 . •Highest ranking #1 in fanfiction ; 080219 #1 in killer ; 160520 #1 in cruel ; 270620

"Aloo--" "I'm hungry." "Problem solved! We deliver donuts, where do you want that?" "I don't. I'm craving McNuggets." "..." "And you." #14 in Dialogue (13 July, 2018) #68 IN SHORT STORY - 30/4/2017

He lit his cigarette, I lit nothing. He drank alcohol, I drank water. He smirked, I smiled. He didn't love me, I didn't love him. He and I together wouldn't last a day. And then the game started... He said he found me intriguing, unique, and interesting because I didn't swoon over him. "You and me Grey, let's play a game. We'll date and in three months time I promise you will fall for me. When you fall in love with me between that time span, I win. If in any way you were to win I'll give up all the alcohol, cigarettes, and player ways." It was a game I wasn't willing to lose, but all games had accidents and consequences. It takes a broken heart to know how to break a heart.

[ S L O W U P D A T E ] Eblees. Satu nama yang tidak asing di kalangan pelajar-pelajar sekolah private Virtuoso, sekolah yang mementingkan vokul suara yang mantap dan umphh. Belagak bagus. Belagak hebat. Belagak pandai. Disebabkan kehadiran seorang dayang bukan senandung, Eblees hilang tanduk. Semua menunduk. Gadis yang terkenal dengan sifat noobnya di sekolah lama. Noob yang tersorok oleh sebab kejelitaan yang tidak terhingga. Sekali pandang pasti nak lagi. Hah karut. ** Kecam aku sebab aku dah ready mental dan physical . [ 15 in Teen Fiction ] [ 12 in Teen Fiction ] [ 11 in Teen Fiction ] [ 10 in Teen Fiction ] Start ◾ 29 November 2017 End ◾ Lepas SPM agagagaga

[rewritten version] ❝Menyamar jadi lelaki?? Kau dah gila ke?!❞ Menyamar sebagai lelaki untuk memasuki sebuah band? Tindakan genius.... atau gila? ❝Guys, we have a new lead guitarist.❞ Gitar di tangan, terikat dengan identiti baru. ••• ❝Dia ibarat sunshine untuk Zero Effect.❞ start; 27/4/17 | end; 2/9/17 rewritten; 19/11/17 to 2/1/18 [highest ranking; #1 in teen fiction - 17/8/17] Note: a lot of cursing, penggunaan dwibahasa yang agak tenat & membimbangkan. PSA: DO NOT ever try to copy my work. Hope u can rot in hell if you ever do that. Adios.

[rewritten version] ❝Maybe fate brought us together, kau sesat dalam hidup aku.❞ -- Lena dikejutkan dengan kemunculan suara misteri yang meminta pertolongan gadis itu--mencari jasadnya yang tidak ketahui lokasi. Ikuti kisah mereka berdua memahami antara satu sama lain walaupun mereka tidak berjumpa dalam keadaan yang normal. Paranormal-slash-romance shit kind of story. start; 9/11/16 | end; 1/5/17 rewritten; 2-9/7/17 Highest ranking: #2 in short story - 12/10/17 • 5/12/17 PSA: DO NOT ever try to copy my work. Hope u can rot in hell if you ever do that. Adios.