(completed) warning: contains self harm/self-loathing "Why do you keep hurting yourself like this?" "Because, Zayn, I deserve it." "Niall, you can't possibly believe that." "Everyone believes it, Zayn. Nobody will ever love me the way Harry loves Louis. The way Liam loves Sophia. The-the way you love P-Perrie." Niall whispered the last part. "I'll love you like that," Zayn whispered softly. * Niall is depressed, suicidal, lonely and mistreated by fans but Zayn is there to help. Book one in Saving Niall series. (Currently editing as of May 29, 2016)

[COMPLETED] In which Harry is mute, Louis is bipolar, Liam is blind, Zayn is old, and Niall can't shut the hell up. [Side Pairings: Zerrie and Niam]

"I licked it, so its mine" xxx ----------------------------------- warning: first few chapters are a bit rough, but it gets better (:

It happens after work.... Basically this is just smut. anyways enjoy!

@jackgilinsky liked your photo. Highest ranking: #1 in fanfiction - Finished 8 April 2017 Read the sequel when you finish this!

Maybe falling in love with his boyfriend's bodyguard was the best mistake of Niall's life. #215 in FanFiction

"will i ever see you again?" mike said loosening his tight grip on her hand. losergrazer

now the filming is over, what will happen to their friendships? "promise you won't leave me, ever?" [unfinished] © losergrazer

➳ Richie and Eddie are assigned as cabin mates for the reopening of Derry Summer Camp ➳ Richie wants to hook up with girls and Eddie just wants to survive through camp without getting hurt ➳ Somehow pretending they're a couple helps the both of them. ➳ oh and kids are dropping like flies around them [side pairing: jyatt] {inspired by my larry book playing gay} HIGHEST RANK: #22 in FANFICTION #88 in BXB -ongoing- started: september 13, 2017

❝ how do you manage to always hurt yourself? ❞ where richie constantly gives himself papercuts in class to get the shy boy's attention