"No change is ever easy, especially the change from a boy to a man. Back then, I didn't have any idea how painful the change would be." The son of an affluent father in post-communist country, the unnamed protagonist first discovers the utter magnetism of girls at the tender age of nine. As a teen, the sheer power and pull of sex begins to shape his life, leading to sexual encounters-some magical, some empty-with girls he first knew as playmates and with new girls he meets. As he grows up and begins to puzzle the nature and behavior of girls, he finds girlfriends can't give him what he really wants, what he comes to crave: slutty, dirty sex. No girl who catches his eye is off-limits for an encounter-not his friends' girls, not even his brother's. His unfettered desires coupled with all the money he needs mean clubs and brothels gladly open their doors to the heaven that is paid sex, while his kind and decent girlfriends are labeled as potential future mothers-on the other side of the big wall, as he comes to regard them. Fueled by cocaine and alcohol, his life descends into "drink, snort, and fuck." As he loses all respect for women and most everyone around him, the love and loyalty of his family will be tested to the full. Who or what might motivate him to get off this crazy merry-go-round of indulgence and disconnection? Is there a way back? Does he have the wisdom to recognize it if there is?

why take anything seriously anymore. This is not a story, nor a poem just random rantings of a really crazy man. It's your choice to read but do not judge.

monologues and thoughts about how I view the world sometimes. Smile

This is just a little about me and how my short life has been going. I do not proofread. Like my cover? @AndyInMyPantsPlease made it! This talented person has a cover shop! go to their profile, follow them, and check it out. They will make anything from a fierce goddess, to poem covers woit h flowers, or cute-sy diary covers with feathers. The covers always go along with your story. If you are into anything [Lets say Hamilton,] they will also make that something an option for your book cover. They're amazing, thank you so much!

They say every dead person has a home. Olivia found her home with The Lovely Suicide Children. At first, it was everything she could ever imagine. However, the first impressions are usually wrong. (Trigger warnings)

How does your night go from a game of Hide and Seek with your best friend, to your parents being murdered the same night? On top of that, you're sent to live with your mother and father's best friend, Mrs. and Mr. Harmon. Although Emily and her brother have no idea who these people are, they're given the luxury life and a dream every kid wants. However, those dreams soon turn into nightmares. A handprint in the dirt, a fired maid who still works in the garden, and a game where you have to kill to keep your soul from being sacrificed to a wicked book. When you enter the house, you follow the rules, you play the game... My name is Emily. I thought it was a normal, abandoned house. I thought she was a normal girl. I thought we'd play a normal game of hide and seek. Turns out I was wrong. Dead wrong... *You can now play Hide and seek as an interactive game on the app: CHAPTERS that was purchased by Crazy Maple Studios* Updated Hide and Seek Order 2020 Hide and Seek Hide and Seek: The Return of Mr. Harmon Hide and Seek 3: The Last Game (Not Yet Completed) Prequel: Violet Helena and the rings (Not Yet Completed)

+pantastic problems pansexuals know.