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//DEPRESSION \\ To insane with pain,Huh they say thats my definition it taste weird every time I say it why they put me in this category well because my messed up life all started with my dads death he was murdered by one of his business friends carter that name just makes me want to kill him like he killed my dad they caught him took him to prison he tried to kill my brother before he went why I don't know
Then something else messed up happened two weeks later my brother decided to jump off a building why I don't know that either the cops just say he had to much pain from our dads death I just say that's crap because him and my dad had a bad relationship they hated each other with everything they had but they did not listen to me
Than a month after that my mom gets hit by a train another suicide they say and I don't believe it but hey what do I know I'm olny 16, my mom was always smiling and was still bubbly after they died but they just say it was a act,i was getting out of school one day and I say a man pointing a gun at me saying I was next they don't believe me but I keep seeing him so I went to go tell them what he looks like he had white almost silver looking hair and he had blue eyes and he had lines in his forehead and he had a big fat ring with a diamond on his name was James bishop died 2003 they thought I was going crazy from the pain and sent me to this hospital, messed up right
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My name is Blake Elizabeth Howard I know right such a girly name hearing the sarcasm anyway I have fiery red hair and I like black clothing and I have two best friends Alex and Ash there twins Alex she is bubbly and is always smiling even in the worst times, Ash is the too cool to care he's really good looking don't tell him that he has a really big ego but he cares about us,we don't talk to anyone except each other anyways here goes my sarcastic,funny,sad,adventure,messed up,angry stupid and thriller of a story