I'd never, and I'll never, love someone the way I love you.

When "love" and "pain" becomes one... Who would've thought that one mistake, one miracle, and one loss could bring them closer forever... This is their journey to discover that happiness still exist for everyone.

I have two name. The name I am generally known as is Kim Jaejoong. The name on papers is Han Jaejoong. I am slightly mentally unstable. My age is reaching 27 years old soon. I've been single for about 10 years. I don't want to be lonely anymore. I don't want to feel depressed any longer. If I couldn't learn to love again, I might just kill myself. Help me. Love me. Please...

This story 가시연 (Gashiyeon), is famously known internationally as Thorn Year. However 가시연 actually loosely translates to Thorn Lily. Gashiyeon actually means 'Lily with a thorn' or 'You're the one who should love my thorn'. The title is believed to be chosen based on the premise that despite the problems Jaejoong causes, Yunho is the only one who puts up with and forgives him. Jaejoong is seen as the Lily with thorns. Beautiful but dangerous. A fanfiction by Maio that is almost a Yunjae Bible. There's 3 parts to it: 천애둔략 (Reduced Horizon) - Prequel 가시연 (Thorn Lily) - Main Story 여우의 요람 (Fox's Cradle) - Sequel Fan: I read the fanfic Thorn Year (Korean Yunjae fanfic), have Jaejoong and Yunho read it? I am crying already, its too tragic Jaejoong: Doesn't that contain mature content? How old are you, you read it already? Credits to Mao (Auther) , Happy-colour and Egashiyeon @livejournel ( Translator- from Chinese)