❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

Dazai is working as a bartender in the nearest bar to his appartment . His only wish is to escape from his daily routine . That doesn't happen till the day he meets a certain ginger with a fancy hat .

"My Journal is where I feel free...But Freedom is cut short when you live with shackles...but either way I'm okay with it....pain soothes me" -Osamu,Dazai After being picked up from the streets from a young age,Dazai is brought into the Port Mafia...there,he meets with a young man of his age Chuuya...But things get rough when it all started with a secret...

[ d a z a i X c h u u y a ] | completed ; unedited| →pure yaoi 👀 →fluff 🎀 →romance🍷 →angst♥

By: Chuuya (the hottest person in the world/ Dazai's husband) *Im sorry I haven't been updating. I'm too lazy to add more chapters

I wish I was there with you. When you are strong. When you are weak. I wish that....... I wish I was there with you. ----Chuuya--- An Au based on what will happen if it was Chuuya who left the mafia. Explainations were complete. This path will still contain the manga/anime story line but with a twist of characters. (updates may be weekly depending on my sched)

some very ooc angsty/fluffly/steamy soukoku fic c': (somehow this 600 word oneshot turned into this sad excuse for a 10k word fanfic) WARNINGS/TRIGGERS: mentions of suicide, self-harm, strong language, drinking, smoking and sex (it's no smut though...)

Gay

This is Dazai x Chuuya! It gets heated and there's a lot of fluff :) (This is more of an AU type of thing. The characters have slightly different roles and slightly different personalities)