(Nov.-22-2019: rewrite coming late 2019/early 2020! keep an eye out for the first chapter on my profile) -- "I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT! I CAN'T EVEN TRUST MY BEST FRIEND!" "Sherwin calm do-" "NO, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! I trusted you, and you go around telling everyone you know!" "I-I... I can explain!" "IT'S TOO LATE FOR APOLOGIES! I'm done with this crap..." ~~~~ A story based off the short animated film "In a Heartbeat" (Also Based off of this Tumblr post/comic: https://double--felix.tumblr.com/post/161096353924/show-us-ur-iahb-angst Part 2: https://double--felix.tumblr.com/post/161096957104/show-us-ur-iahb-angst ) ~~~~ Warnings: mild language (crap, stupid, that stuff) and depressing themes. AND WE GOT A YANDERE ALERT, SO A LITTLE BIT OF VIOLENCE (and death...) Personal Rating: T (For Teen) Cover photo by me, with hand and broken heart screenshotted from the film!

A morning of confessions, A night of music, With a little death in the mix of things ;) Who knows what's up with these two, they're just in love, One with a killer, and one with a detective. ~~~~~ Don't you know I'm in love With a killer, it's driving me wild Masochistic thriller, you're my burning desire Don't care if I make it out alive K-k-killer, love me til the day that I die ~I'm In Love (With A Killer) by Jeffree Star

~COMPLETED STORY~ For his birthday, Kyle got a journal, which he never used. He just thought journals were worthless pieces of trash. He starts writing everything in there. When Cartman finally gets his hands on it and reads it, things go downhill for Kyle. Writing sure does help, but it can lead to deadly consequences. (Pairings Mentioned in Order from Most Mentioned to Least: Style [Stan and Kyle], Stendy [Stan and Wendy], K2 [Kenny and Kyle], Keneric [Kenny and Cartman], Buttman [Butters and Cartman], Kyman [Kyle and Cartman], Creek [Craig and Tweek]) -WARNING: Acts/heavy mentions of suicide, heartbreak, mentions of rape, sexual themes, death, cutting, overdose, references to sex, near death experiences, cheating, homophobic themes at times!- (So many warnings, just beware!) ~Kyle's POV/Writing unless otherwise noted~

A hero in love with his civilian friend. A boy with a crush on his best friend. Although they're the same person, they must be kept separate, for who knows what'll happen if the secret gets out.