-1st Place Winner Of The Lavender Awards -2nd Place Winner Of The Starglow Awards -2nd Place Winner Of The Galaxy Awards - Writing is easier than talking. When talking you don't have long to think about the things you are going to say, you just rush them out of your mouth and then later regret most of what you said or others overhear the things you say. When writing there are hundreds of words you can think about using, you aren't rushed, and only the people you want to see, see the the things you write. In these poems i write what i believe and feel, almost all of these poems are about me, my experiences, my opinions and emotions. There will be some that i wrote when i was very young and please respect that those few poems won't have as good grammar and themes as the others. Thank you. "You played with my heart, i played with my life. I was never one to enjoy games." - Glow No More "Everyone has been hurt. Some people just hide the pain better than others" "The worst part about being strong is that no one ever asks if you are ok" "Sleep doesn't help if it's your soul that's tired" "What doesn't kill you leaves you wide awake at 3am wishing it had" "The monsters aren't under the bed, they're living in my head" "The worst feeling is feeling nothing at all" "My eyes are closed but i'm not asleep. My eyes are open but i'm not awake. I will speak but not talk. I will hear but not listen. I will smile and laugh but feel no happiness. It's like i've been swimming in an ocean of nothingness and soon my legs will go numb." "The worst kind of demons aren't the ones in the corner of a dark room, they're the ones who walk among us daily, the ones we think we know." |*| A WATTPAD STORY|*| <3 Highest rank - #78 16th September 2017 <3 Cover by me

Multiple Sclerosis that sent me darkness of the abyss to a thinking of how much life I still have! "Before you judge me, just walk the life I am living and see how strong I really am!"

The Wildfire Virus. That's the illness the eggheads have called dubbed that has spread alarmingly fast all over the world. No could figure out at first how and where it came from or how even spread so quickly. I was on leave, visiting brother in Boston when the infection hit. Yesterday, the world was normal with its own conflicts. The next, millions get sick, hospitals are overwhelmed, and any sort of space was converted into a makeshift hospital to handle all the sick. On day 2 the sick died and awoke attacking the living. I tried to get out of the city, but the military closed off every major access point and now I'm trapped within, along with millions of undead. I must get out of the city with any means necessary. Winner of 28 awards including: Unknown Story, Best Cover, Random, Voted King of Action, and Voters Choice

The_Star_Awards 15th/ Sep/ 17 winner. 1st position. The Purple Apple Awards winner on 6th/July/ 17 3rd position. * * * "Don't come near me, or else I won't hesitate to slice your pretty little throat!" The man wearing a black cloak, which was covering his face, roared with anger. I took a small step forward, "I'm just trying to help-" He cut me with his deep growl as he clutched his bleeding arm. "I don't need your fucking help!" * Ruthless, cruel, and heartless murderer. Those were the words people discribed him as. No one dared to cross the path of the vicious beast. He lived far away from the city in the deep dark forest. Everyone in the city, including little children, knew to stay away from the beast in the dark forest. Amara Willis is a sweet and kind girl living her life fully. With great family and friends, she knew she was blessed. Always smiling and helping others when they needed her. She was known for her pure soft heart. She thought she was a normal eighteen year old girl until she meets the devil himself. Astonishing secrets are revealed. Tragedy is faced. But most importantly, what will happen when the sweet little Amara stumbles in the dark forest alone and crosses path with the devil? *** ~Zee-Mysterious

💋💋 15/9/2017: FIRST PLACE WINNER OF THE UNITY AWARDS (IN TEEN FICTION) 15/9/2017: THIRD PLACE WINNER OF THE STAR AWARDS (IN TEEN FICTION) 2/10/2017: FIRST PLACE WINNER OF NEW TALES, BLUE ROSE AWARDS (SEPTEMBER) 2/10/2017: SECOND PLACE WINNER OF UNKNOWN AUTHOR, BLUE ROSE AWARDS (SEPTEMBER) 13/10/2017: SECOND PLACE WINNER OF THE SEPTEMBER SUNSET AWARDS (IN ROMANCE) 19/10/2017: SECOND PLACE WINNER OF THE SKULL AWARDS (IN TEEN FICTION) 21/10/2017: THIRD PLACE WINNER OF THE GALAXY AWARDS (IN ROMANCE) 28/10/2017: FIRST PLACE WINNER OF THE RED ROSE AWARDS (IN TEEN FICTION) SPECIAL MENTION IN THE BOOK BABY'S MAG "WATTPAD'S UP AND COMING AUTHORS" (ISSUE ONE) 💋💋 == Rejected by the boy she's loved from 4 years, Pinewood High's goody two shoes Betts Haywood goes on a wild rebound spree. Will anyone be able to stop her from leaving a trail of broken hearts? == Do help click the vote button if you've enjoyed the story :) Am a burgeoning writer so would appreciate any constructive criticism and feedback. ^^

Is the person that you show the world the person that you really are? Sixteen-year-old Layla Young is the perfect teenager every parent wishes that they had. She does well in school, is hardly ever spotted outside of a classroom, and would never be caught dead at a party. With her goody-two-shoes personality, everyone thinks that they've gotten her all figured out. She plans to keep it that way. Layla keeps the world at a distance so that no one can learn the truth, that she's wearing a mask. That is until one day Layla slips up and lets the mysterious Daniel Walsh catch a glimpse of the real her in one rooftop meeting. Now suddenly Daniel is determined to find out what exactly is underneath that mask of hers and secrets that Layla promised to herself that she would never share with anyone are now at risk of coming to the surface. Will she let him in enough to figure them out? With one unexpected bet, Layla's mask might just be starting to crack. _______________________ *Winner of Best Teen Fiction courtesy of The Star Awards *Winner of Most Promising Relationship/Friendship in Teen Fiction courtesy of The Bookworm Awards*