Evan Hansen was born with a sixth sense that caused him to be able to feel anyone else's emotions. As he grew up, it was relevant and constantly used, considering he was unable to control it; though, when the sense became easier to control, he disregarded it, wanting to be as normal as possible. Nonetheless, that power brought him to saving a boy's life. One that he would soon desire to spend his life with.

Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy fall in love somehow. Idk it's pretty basic.. It escalates and twists(?) in odd places so bear with me. I've been promising this for a while so here y'all go :) ❤️

Hi, I love Dear Evan Hansen. I'm a musical theatre performer and I think it's just absolutely gorgeous and I really wanted to write something for it to kind of help with my anxiety so here it is!

Read the description if you'd like. It would clarify some info. Smut chapters are marked with a 🍋. Some of them are just small ones, however. Most of the beginning chapters (1-15) are awkward and make no sense, but it gets better(?) the farther you get into the story. (I began this around December 2017 and took a break, then got back to it with grammar programs and new techniques in writing). It's more awkward in the beginning because I had never watched the musical/read the book. Basically, OOC or a personality I gave them myself, which will probably happen from time to time since I tend to get off topic or off script/cannon. The NSFW parts of the book are important to the story, but there will be a warning. There is some disturbing stuff later on because I take my emotions out on my writing, so... Sorry in advance. (Basically gore, sexual assault, suicide attempts). This book is on Hiatus for the time being, as i haven't been myself lately. My apologies for any inconveniences!

!COMPLETED! Evan and Connor have been crushing on each other for years. Both are too nervous to tell the other how they feel, which leads to a lot of confusion for the two boys. - It's my first fic so sorry if it sucks yikes !COMPLETED!

CW; suicide attempt, homophobia, homophobic slurs, depression, anxiety, etc. This is basically just a super cheesy and mushy fanfic involving Connor and Evan from DEH. There might also be some Jared x Alana in here as well, but I haven't quite made up my mind yet. This is an AU where Connor never died when he tried to take his own life, so there won't be any death-angst. There will eventually be a suicide attempt by Connor for reasons I haven't figured out yet.

connor is taken. but jared isn't blind. he can see the way connor flinches away from evan's touch; how connor makes himself smaller around evan; the way connor winces when evan raises his voice. jared remembers what they were like when they first started dating. when they were happy. now they just seem... distant. something has happened between them. and jared is determined to find out exactly what it is. [started 5/30/18] [completed 7/1/18]

COMPLETED: Connor Murphy; the 'emo kid' with depression. Evan Hansen; the 'treeboi' with social anxiety - the two losers of the school. A failed suicide attempt, disguised as an overdose acts as the unlikely event of bringing the two together. But coupled with Jared Kleinman, Zoe Murphy, and Alana Beck, and the myriad of problems that accompany the 'losers' of the school, nothing for them is easy. What comes next? Disclaimer: We do not own Dear Evan Hansen the musical! Benj Pasek, Justin Paul, and Steven Levenson are the creators. IMPORTANT: EVERYTHING is ALWAYS a reference. Cover Credits: Evan and Connor fanart: danroby | Overall cover: philocalic Authors: Infinity_Moon_36 and philocalic Completed July 21st, 2018 HR: #1 || dearevanhansen #1 || connormurphy #2 || treebros #16 || depression

Evan has always felt like no one was there for him most of his life. Evan hasn't had any friends and feels lonely most of the time and his anxiety doesn't help him with those feelings. One day Evan meets Connor Murphy and things start to develop. Will they be just friends or will they be more than that in the future? Art by: @adothamtheother51

"You wrote this because you knew I'd find it." I chew at my lip. "You knew I'd find it and freak out." Before I know it he's storming out. After school on the day Evan and Connor have their run-in, Evan happens to help save Connor's life. Their families grow close and now they have to learn to get along, despite Connor's distaste for the anxious boy. They get caught in a lie that winds into a bigger lie of them dating. (I'm bad at descriptions.) (TW: this deals with very serious stuff, such as: panic attacks, suicide attempts, and self harm. Read at your own risk, stay safe.) Slow updates