How do you recover? How do you recover when life has stripped away your sanity and taken every ounce of innocence your young soul once acquired? Darcy Rivera asks herself the same thing every day as she cowers in a corner, rocking back and forth with the wind that sweeps around her numb frame. Her life has been stripped of any happy emotion when past events ruined her young and once peaceful life. With just a mother left, she finds hope in a singer. Adam Lambert. Adam is a famous singer/songwriter with millions of fans, living his dream as an international star. He's Darcy's hero, her reason to live, even after the countless attempts not to. When their paths cross at a meet and greet, how will one decision change both of their lives forever? And can she live long enough to be the one thing she's always longed to be....? Saved.

"Life isn't always pear shaped."

“I could not tell you if I loved you the first moment I saw you, or if it was the second or third or fourth. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking toward me and realized that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you.” - Cassandra Clare

Adam is feeling lonely. He needs someone in his life, no more hook ups, they all end in disaster anyway. He is looking for his Prince Charming but we all know you don't find that kind of love in the back of a seedy bar, or do you?

At the end of Adam Lambert's successful third world tour, Tommy Joe Ratliff spends the night a a horror movie marathon at a local theater, enjoying some much needed "Tommy-Time".what he doesn't know is that the true fright lies outside the show. upon leaving for the night, Tommy is brutally attacked and left bleeding in the parking lot. in desperate need to move on, Tommy finds himself at a Male Rape Institute, where he meets the reserved yet wise beyond her years, Spencer Holt. When Tommy becomes dependent on Spencer, he needs her to go on tour with him, where she learns many secrets she never expected to know. when Tommy hides from reality and falls into the bittersweet world of revenge, Spencer does all she can to bring him back to life, and they both quickly learn, tour life can be dangerous when your keeping scary secrets and everyone knows: two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.

....

17 almost 18 year old Austin Saife dreams of meeting his 21 year old idol Adam Lambert. When his wish becomes reality and even more than he imagined, things become complicated. With families, friendships, relationships, and lives at stake, what will happen? Read to find out.

"And how do I know you love me?" I asked the hazel-eyed boy. "How could one not my darling?" He grabbed my hand. "When this is all over, how do I still know?" I asked again. "Just think with your heart, not your mind. Take a look at whats underneath."