"Why? Why would you do that?!" "Because you're the only person I've truly ever cared about and you left me." "I would never leave you Jc, I love you." Or the one where Kian has been assigned to be Jc's guardian angel and falls in love with him.

Book One // B1 ••• "Are you sexually attracted to me?" Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuckity fucking fuck. The lie detector was still hooked up to me. Stupid fucking BuzzFeed for inviting us over for this stupid fucking video. "What? Of course not." Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. A lie. Okay, so Kian knows my biggest secret, no biggie. The worst part is over. Now I just have to deal with my crush, who I live with, knowing that I like him. Oh, and we're famous, I guess that's pretty important. So that means millions of fans I have to hide from, too. No big deal. Oh, but it's a huge deal. Because a Jian picture was uploaded to Twitter on accident. And Kian retweeted it, on accident. And BuzzFeed invited us over for part two of the video. Yeah, I'd say it's a pretty big deal. I'm at a Dead End. ... • Book Two "Crossroads" is out • -ColorMeJian

It's not a choice, but even if it was. I wouldn't change who I am.