A suicidal Peri, and her savior Lapis. A story of finding through love what you couldn't find before.

Sequel to "Sorry, I'm bad at this." Two ex-lovers with very different lives have reunited after a painfully long and abrupt parting dating back to sophomore year in college. Will Lapis and Peridot ever develop the same feelings for each other again, or did those feelings never truly leave...? Cover art credit: nano8__8 written 8/24/2019 - 3/28/2020

Lapis Lazuli was an orphan. She never knew love and affection until she got a boyfriend. However, that love didn't last for long as he turned into a raging abusive alcoholic. Peridot Greene didn't care about anybody but herself. Her parents taught her to strive to be better than everyone around her. She had plans into becoming a computer technician and wouldn't do anything to stop it from coming true. College roommates are supposed to be friends. They're supposed to stay up and gossip about the cute boy in their chemistry class. They're supposed to go out shopping and try on stylish clothes. Well, that isn't exactly Peridot and Lapis. Everything goes wrong with these two as roommates but they slowly find an unbearable attraction. - Warning: NSFW and Trigger Warnings such as rape, self harm, abuse, suicide, kidnappings, and more. - May 2019 - July 2019 - #1 in Lapis #1 in LapisLazuli #1 in Peri #1 in Peridot #1 in RebeccaSugar #1 in Pearlmethyst - #1k reads in June 2019 #500 votes in June 2019 #1k votes in August 2019 #10k reads in August 2019 #20k reads in December 2019 #30k reads in April 2020 #40k reads in May 2021 - I DO NOT OWN STEVEN UNIVERSE. I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS. I only own the story, not the show. By

Lapis Lazuli and Peridot Greene did not have what you would call a "friendship." Lapis would use Peridot for homework and cheated off her for test grades and in exchange, Peridot would get protection. They weren't really friends, more like partners. However, after an incorrect ingredient is used in a chemistry class, Lapis starts getting strange feelings for the small nerd. Feelings that extend far beyond friendship.

Lapis and Peridot have met in a very unlikely way, by being cell mates at the State of Delmarva Prison. Despite the circumstances of being placed together in a tiny cell, they slowly start to warm up to eachother. UPATED EVERY SATURDAY! ⚠️WARNING: contains some language. ⚠️WARNING: could contain smut. SEQUEL LINK: https://my.w.tt/0uHcem4fUX

It's her hair and her eyes today that just simply take me away and the feeling that i'm falling further in love makes me shiver but in a good way all the times i have sat and stared as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays, with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say cause i love her with all that i am and my voice shakes along with my hands cause she's all that I see and she's all that I need and i'm out of my league once again [ Steven Universe does not belong to me. Credit to all the artists that have had their work displayed in this book. ] Art on cover by dement09 on Tumblr

Peridot is a lavishly spoiled college student, despite falling victim to a lot of bullying throughout her life. Lapis Lazuli is a college student with an impassive attitude, being on the other side of the economic spectrum; she doesn't have it so easy. At all. They both are just trying to get through school and move on with their lives. However, when these two meet, college suddenly becomes a lot more complicated... Cover art credit: ujey02 written 11/2/2017 - 6/29/2019

Taking the easy way out and stealing things was always Peridot's ideal lifestyle. No matter how hard the cops try, they cannot seem to catch the girl and her accomplices. However, things are suddenly thrown into jeopardy once a certain lieutenant unknowingly gets involved. Cover Art Credits: Dement09 @MeganFitz1