What happens when you strongly believe nothing is real and feelings and emotions are just hallucinations? Ask Johnnie. He can tell you in a poem. But when Johnnie meets Kyle, he has a strong feeling he's never felt before, and he doesn't know if it's fake this time. **No smut** **Slight language warning** **Depressed/Suicidal thoughts and actions** **known to give people "existential crises"**

After Mr. Kyle David Hall was tired of being fucked over he did something nobody thought he would. The fact that he was saved from something that was suppose to destroy him and his everything he couldn't fathom the meaning of life so he decided he was already dead. Waking up in a mental institution fucked his dead life. Kyle meets a group of people that has a certain thing or person about it that draws him back even though the people can either be cool or fucking irritating. >TRIGGER WARNING< Just be aware people.

Johnnie Guilbert, a very quiet, less popular kid is moving into Kyle David Hall's house, who is more on the rich, snobby popular kid side. Johnnies cousin has a ball picking on Johnnie and now not only at school but now Johnnie has to deal with kyles bullying toward him. Little do they know that they have strong hidden feelings for each other, but continue to hide it until something life changing happens to both helpless teenage boys.

-COMPLETE- do you like dogs? Yeah? Okay cool. There is a dog in this book so read it yeah? <3 I'm looking back on this from chapter 25 and it's kind of crap xD Okay, I am a huge fan and shipper. :3 but, this may contain triggers. There may be self harm some steamy sexualness and other stuff. Please don't die on me. Every time someone commits suicide a piece of me dies <\3 - Sequel? I am wondering if there should be a sequel. Yes no?

(Kohnnie Fanfiction) kyle is a deaf kid, when kyle finally convinces his parents to put him in 'normal hearing' school he getts bullied bad. what happens when the young shy boy meets Johnnie? Will he be his ears or let Kyle continue getting bullied. (This is the first story like this, please please please dont steal my idea without at least giving me credit) ~Lots Of Love, Madi

Kyle and Johnnie have been best friends for a long time but what will happen once Kyle's mom eavesdrop on a conversation they had when they were children?

Kyle David Hall you may know him as just a happy little teenage, or is he, you see Kyle isn't has happy as he seems and his parent could careless. Kyle tried to commit suicide, but failed now he ends up in an hospital no just an normal hospital, a hospital for broken soul, where he met the one and only johnnie Guilbert. Will spark fly or will Kyle end it all. (Suck at description)

"You know what to do to get in our group" Alex told me, with a smirk on her face. It was late at night, with just some light from the moon. We were standing in front of this old, abandoned mental asylum, probably from the late 19th century. They told me they have all stayed a night in here to before they became part of the group. Their group was kind off popular in school, and I really wanted to be part of a group. I took a deep breath before crawling under the fence, that separated the asylum from the street. After a quick glance towards the rest of the group, I made my way towards the asylum, trying to find a possible entrance. cover made by the awesome @thatawkwardbandfreak

This is the continuation to "What will we become after this"

Johnnie is innocent. Kyle knows alot. *TRIGGERING SHIT! CURSING, FLUFF, AND SMUT! BE CAREFUL!!!!*