After a fatal phone call from his doctor, Skylar has to make the right decision. But what is the right way to choose when everyone tells you something else? And during this time, he finds himself even more attached to Nathan than ever before but with that comes the same old doubts from the very beginning. "What if he'll get tired of me?" ~~~~~~~~~~~ This is the sequel to my other book 'Deaf Wish', if you haven't read it please do so before you start with this one, thank you so much!

[son-der] (noun) The realization that everyone around you is living a life as vivid and complex as your own. Adrian is living the perfect life with a perfect boyfriend and perfect friends but when the news of a terrible suicide at his college make their way to his perfectly structured bubble, he decides to step outside of it to find out more about the most hated person at their university. Finn is well known and hated for his obsession with the secrets of others, publishing them or simply creating and making them up for his sher pleasure. So it seems. When Finns suicide intrigues Adrian into finding out more about him and his hobby, he also finds himself oddly drawn to the dead boy. His friends and boyfriend get more and more worried when suddenly Finn is all he can think of, halluzinating about and seeming to be talking to him. Finn's obsession turns into Adrian's as he one by one shines the light of truth on things people tried to label as fake. ------------- I have no rights on the cover

"I don't care how many times I have to tell you that you are more than enough, that you deserve someone to make you happy and to love you and that I'm so grateful that I'm the one. Or at least I hope I am. But you need to stop thinking the way you do. Just stop it. Drop it. End it. Delete it. Never say it. Never think it. It will only hurt you in the end." he removes his hand from my mouth, his facial expression smoothing after he got things off his chest Skylar thinks of himself as worthless, useless and not likeable and being deaf didn't exactly help with his judgment. But will he change his mind about himself when he meets Nathan? Warning: This story contains BoyxBoy Action and triggering (self-harming) parts. Don't like don't read. You have been'/ will be warned. Love you<3