"Don't ever tell my mom about us." "But I want the whole world to know your mine." ON HOLD UNTILL WANDERING SUNSHINE IS FINISHED! Jin has got his whole life and career ahead of him, his mom wants him to focus on that. She also wants him to be straight. He is straight, isn't he? Just because he likes a couple boys doesn't mean he gay, does it? Prequel to Wandering Sunshine. Jin × J-Hope fan fiction. How J-Hope became so depressed and why certain things happen in Wandering Sunshine. It is recommended that you read Wandering Sunshine aswell, but this story can still technically be read without reading Wandering Sunshine. Trigger Warning: Contains vulgar and offensive language, sexual abuse, smut, depressing topics, self harm, suicidal thoughts and actions.

I have to keep laughing, it's the only way to fool them that I'm okay. Bubbly. Lively. Energetic. These are words that people describe Jung Hoseok with. But what if behind all them cameras and music he's not. What if he's not the sunshine we all believe him to be. You should never expect someone to be so happy all the time, especially J-Hope. I TRY TO PUBLISH NEW CHAPTERS EVERYDAY! A fan-fiction about the BTS k-pop idol Jung Hoseok dealing with depresion and anxiety, all whilst trying to maintain his sunshine appearance. Suggestions for story lines are open, and if you really want a book to be made, just direct message me. It will contain JiHope for sure, but comment suggestions on what other ships I should include in this story. If there are any questions be free to send them me! Content warning: This book will contain, but is not limited to, suicidal actions and/or thoughts, depression, self-harm, vulga language, smut.