Ryan finds out he has a deadly STD, he tries to live the rest of his life to the fullest. When he goes out for his daily donut at the campus bakery, he meets young Brendon. A happy go lucky music major. Ryan quickly takes a liking to the boy and quickly befriends him. The more secrets the two share, the more Ryan finds himself falling for him.

a sad ryden fanfic with inconsistent chapter length triggers listed in first chap + beginning of each chapter after that pm me if you don't wanna read a chap but want to know what happened in it!

A short sequel to The Young In Our Veins. Brendon makes mix tapes for his deceased boyfriend and confesses his biggest want.

I guess this is sad, so...

Spencer's smile faded slightly. "Yeah about that I was meaning to tell you over lunch las-" he was cut off by Linda's maid of honer coming to steal him away for last minute rehearsal and preparations. "Shit," he patted Spencer on the back. "I'll see you in a few, hold that thought."

"I'm writing you this letter... But god, I don't even know why..."

Ryan always looked so sad.

WARNINGS: Suicide, pills, and depression. sad and short. one shot. enjoy.

Imagine if you lived in a world completely void of color... That is until you met your destined soulmate.

What made Brendon change? What made him this man with control over human life? Who has he become? * * * For @petewentzisdead / @milkcartonangel Triggers: murder, mentions of body dismemberment / disposal & mentions of blood. Stay safe.