Honestly, this is going to be fairly depressing. If you don't like depressing things, then I would advise you to stay away from reading this. If you can connect to the words I write, then go for it, read. I want you all to know, that even though we're all website strangers, I'm here for you; and if you need someone to talk to then don't hesitate to message me here or ask for my kik. Example: -And so here it comes, fast and dark, getting ready to drag me down. I can't escape, this is too much weight dragging me down, into a nightmare. I am terrified of what awaits me, in this deep, dark, depressing, wonderland.-