**This is the sequel to Niall's Cancer Battle.** Not everyone is fortunate enough to live through death. And I guess I didn't technically "die." But what I did experience was enough to really slam me back into reality.

Niall Horan has some problems. He fakes smiles all day, then cries himself to sleep at night. He has secrets. Terrible secrets. He doesn't want to be this way anymore. But he's already too far in. He's already lost himself. But the question is, will he ever be able to find himself again? **Warning** Contains all types of triggers. Boyxboy

PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS STORY, IT IS SO CRINGEY OMG. Harry and Louis are two fifths of the famous boy band, known as One Direction. Along with Liam, Zayn, and Niall. Louis and Harry are best friends, have been for five years, ever since the X-Factor. But, Harry has had a crush on Louis for as long as he can remember, which Louis is oblivious to. Louis has a girlfriend, Eleanor. She's a bitch to everyone. Harry hates her, for two reasons; she's a bitch, and because she's Louis' girlfriend, which Harry hates more than anything. But, what happens when Harry tries to hurt himself? All because of Louis. Will Louis care? Read to find Warnings: Swearing, Self-Harm HI, IF YOU DECIDE TO READ THIS SHIT GOOD LUCK BECAUSE IT'S CRINGEY AS F U C K AND I'M SO SORRY OMG 😭 I WROTE IT WHEN I WAS LIKE 12 AND I WAS STUPID THEN AND DIDN'T UNDERSTAND SHIT. SO IF YOU STILL WANT TO READ IT THEN I WISH YOU LUCK😭🥴