Is relying on yourself too much, leading you into the idea that attachment is deceptive? Sometimes it crosses my mind, amid a state of conviction that people are never really genuine, or care. Or how I am getting used to having a sense of precaution to the point I build my own barrier along with the idea that I might exist only to be tolerated. But God, for the first time my numbness was getting replaced, and I couldn't help but hold his firm body tighter, and it felt good. It felt so good. - An anthology by Yudhismr that only consists of 200-1000 words. Sometimes in English, sometimes in Indonesian. Well, happy reading during your wakeful hours at midnight! :)