Sometimes I feel as if I should receive an award for staying strong for so long. When it becomes almost habit to fake a smile everyday and to hardly ever cry no matter how awful I feel is tough. I make it through though. It's life. I feel like crying is a sign of weakness. I guess that's why I hardly ever cry in front of people or even alone for that matter. Only a few people can see the sorrow deep in my eyes. I hide it with laughter and a smile everyday. I'm good at hiding my true feelings and that's not always a good thing. I tend to bottle up my feelings until I burst. I either yell, scream, and fight or I just sit alone and cry for hours. I've only cracked to one person and she is my best friend. She's always been there for me and is like the little sister I never had, but always wanted. No one else has gotten through me yet. I don't know if anyone ever will either. Maybe someday ill find someone that can make my sorrow and pain go away. Maybe someday ill find someone who loves me for me. Maybe someday is sooner than I expect. Maybe it's right around the corner. Can she find love? Will that love be what she expects? Find out in The Bad Boy by bellebug23. Don't steal my story! This is 100% mine. If you find someone that stole it please report them to me after ranting them out and also reporting them! Thank you and enjoy:)*COMPLETED* ALL RIGHTS RESERVED @bellebug23©

Millions of Directioners—Niall girls think they know everything about their idol, Niall Horan. Little do they know, he doesn't handle hate like any usual celebrity. He feels lonely, he feels depressed, he feels the need to hurt himself, he feels the need to shoot him down whenever he tries to look good. It doesn't occur to him that many people go through what he goes through. It doesn't occur to him that he just might have found the one that could help him, the one that feels the same way. • National U.S. Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255 •

My thoughts you can't decode.. Sequel : Escape Route.

When Erin and Liam broke up in high school they were both heart broken, but only he knew it wouldn't work out when he left for the X-Factor. After Liam left, Erin changed, and was known as the school slut, leaving her careless wake behind her. When she barely graduated, Erin decided to get her life back together and take the high road. Soon after she got a job, a place to stay, and found a new friend to call her own. But when six people get stuck in the one store with one reckless teen girl, it sparks something new, and not just in Liam.

This story is about a girl named Cayla she's in love with one direction and on her 15th birthday she gets concert tickets to the one and only ONE DIRECTION!! She goes to the concert and meets Harry Styles her hopefully future husband and the rest of the band. Harry thinks shes pretty hot and they swap numbers and they ask her to hang out with them. Of course shes up for it and as they continue to talk and get to know each other Harry finds himself falling for her. Only problem is that cayla is 15 and harry is 19. They begin dating and quickly fall in love and everything is perfect. But of course things start to go wrong. What happens when promises are broken, hearts are crushed, lies and secrets start to unfold, and people/ things from the past begin to make things complicated. Read and find out (Please dont copy my book)

Everything is dip dyed isn't it? Sometimes most of it is happy, and some times most of it is sad. -I WAS 12 DON'T READ-

It's the take me home 2013 tour, but who knew that it would all go wrong. When Irish band member Niall Horan is mobbed by fans in front of thousands will it end in disaster or love at first.... OUCH!

"Before you can see the light you have to deal with the darkness"