"y-you won't give u-up on me, right?" "you're my soulmate, darling. i will always fight for you. always." *** in this world, when you meet eyes with your soulmate, the world bursts into color. in new york city, connor murphy is unwillingly trudging across a busy street towards the penthouse in manhattan that his father has purchased for the murphy family to move to, when suddenly, he meets eyes with a stranger. unexpectedly, he can notice that the stranger's eyes are blue, clear, and anxious. and then the stranger is tugged into an alley way and disappears. this follows connor's journey to find the soulmate that changed his life in a second, and then, in the next second, was gone. *** lowercase intended trigger warnings are listed before the chapter begins

Highest rankings- #251 in Fanfiction (6/14/17) #276 in Fanfiction (7/5/17) #291 in Fanfiction (8/27/17) Finished on 8/27/17 Connor Murphy's family never takes him seriously. Not even when he tells them that he is gay. On the first day of school, he takes out his anger on his crush, Evan, and decides to carry out his plan of suicide. Evan Hansen is in love with Zoe Murphy, a girl that will never reciprocate his feelings. It's just his luck, that he catches Connor and stops him from taking his own life. Can Evan convince Connor he has something to live for? Will they both be found? WARNINGS: SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, DARK STUFF, AND A LOT OF GAY (No profanity or smut)

Connor Murphy is, more often than not, high. After a drug-fueled encounter directed at Evan Hansen, a cute tree enthusiast from his school, Connor finds himself taking a liking to the smaller boy. - Cover by the amazing @NaviCat5 and the art featured in the cover is by SleepyCrayon on Tumblr!!

What am I doing help me. AU- Evan writes about Connor, and actually stands up for him, which prevents him from committing suicide/ AKA where somebody recognizes that Connor needs help and is willing to help him ** COMPLETED**

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

a bunch of cute little boyf riends one shots because that's what I'm Heere for

This is a Michael x Jeremy one-shot book, and I'll take requests. They will usually be short but not too short. Some mentions of death will occur

Phil, If you're reading this. I want you to know that I love you so much. I'm so sorry. -Dan •story is complete•

TAMPONS | PHAN "I didn't think they were for you" When one boy goes to buy tampons for his girlfriend, he never expects to find himself falling for the cashier that checks him out (in more ways than one). ROOMON © 2016

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4