------------------------- "This isn't going to make a lot of sense to you in the beginning, and I'm sorry about that." ------------------------- *Mentions of drugs, abuse, murder, alcohol, addiction, and suicide. Please be aware*

❝What if we're just hurting each other more by staying together?❞ In which lakes have frozen over, but there's still life within their cold waters. || inspired by tvxq's song off-road || written: 10/02/19-09/03/19 edited: 11/05/19 word count: 7,915

*Minsung au* "Hyung do you pinky promise that you'll stay with me forever?" The elder looked at the boy confused, "isn't that a little too childish? I'm 10 and your 8 now." But the younger of the two just pouted causing the older to comply and lock pinkies with the smaller boy, "I promise, forever and ever" *slow updates for now *probably will be super cliche and cheesy *i thought if this at like 1 am in the morning so who knows how it'll go... *I also wrote almost all of the earlier chapters (1-13)at 12-1 am Started: 20/12/18 Ended: 04/06/19

------------------------ "This power only awakens in those truly angry at the world. The need for change has to be strong enough that it changes something inside of you as well," ------------------------ BOOK 1 OF "The Need For Change" TRILOGY WARNING: Contains swearing, violence, homophobia, abuse, and gangs. Please beware.

Felix calls Jisung in the middle of the night.

a stranger saw jisung's post and decided to dm him

Annoyed with Hyunjin texting him at 1 in the morning, Jisung decides to give his friends number to Hyunjin for him to bother.

"Let's be best friends!" "Ok!"

------------------------ "...Because I'm just through the glass" ------------------------ *Touches on some pretty heavy topics. Please read at your own risk*

BLACK LIVES MATTER ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕋 𝕆𝔽 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕃𝕀ℂℍÉ 𝕊𝔼ℝ𝕀𝔼𝕊 ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕖; 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣. 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖. Lee Minho cannot remember the last time he felt loved. Ostracized at school, ignored at home... it does not help the internal struggle he fights day in and day out, and the heavy feelings that cloud his heart. Sometimes he thinks it would be better to just give up, to let the darkness swallow him whole. But then he meets Han Jisung, his brother's best friend -- and he finds a little light. ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕊ℂℍ𝕆𝕆𝕝!𝔸𝕌 ~#~#~#~#~#~ {2018/09/16} - {2019/02/28} HIGHEST RANKING: #1 in straykids {2019/02/06} WORD COUNT: 64,662 ~#~#~#~#~#~ WARNING! Mentions of depression, self-harm/suicide and homophobia