Nadira Najib, born to an African American muslim father and Nigerian Christian mother is not just any kind of muslim girl, her charisma, curiousity, ardor and high self esteem make her frabjous, and she seems to chose her father's faith but meets with challenges. Growing into the strong woman she is, hasn't been an easy task, thanks to her enemies who won't stop at any point but would love to see her defeated, another gratitude goes to the man who is obsessed with her and takes it to the extreme But life seems worth it for the creator has always been her ally, backing her up is also her family, best friend, and the love of her life. Albeit, fate can be funny as she may lose all that in the blink of an eye, due to the stormy seas that want to bury her in darkness upon darkness. Will she find happiness and light at last? Or will all her years of hardwork and prayers crumble into bits of ugly unmatchable pieces.

[ Winner of Competitive Journeys held by Spiritual_Universe ] Junaid was not interested in proceeding on with life, not until he saw the girl dressed in a black abaya. Standing by a food truck, cooing to a kid, she seemed to be the epitome of perfection. She was all what he wanted, everything he thought he would never need. It would have been easy for him walking over to her and striking a conversation had they led a normal life. The fact remained that they were anything but normal. They lived in the refugee camp at Palestine! Living a life of restriction in their own land, will they ever find peace? What about love? Will it make its way into their lives? Read on to find out =) ________________________________________

"But I'm your-" "I'm your what?!" He cut her off. She flinched at the acidity in his voice. "My wife?" He scoffed inching in on her until he was arms length. His eyes bored into the depths of her soul. He slurred the words with venom dripping from his tone. "You're only a signed contract, nothing more!" * * * "What's that shit doing on your face? you better remove it! you can't be walking on the streets of Chicago wearing that, this isn't your filthy Pakistan!" he ruthlessly spoke with disgust. "You mean my veil?" She questioned with fear placing a hand on her Niqab. "If it isn't obvious" "Please, don't call it that, it's my veil, my identity" "I'm sorry what?" "I can't remove it Saahir, p-please don't make me do this, its a part of me" she begged on the verge of tears. "I said take it off!" He yelled in a deep menacing voice and pulled it off her face throwing it mercilessly on the floor. Fresh tears pooled from her eyes Frustration built through him. He grabbed her shoulder and forcefully dragged her pushing her onto the floor. The floor hit Meeza harder than she had expected. "Oww" she yowled as the pain shot through her shoulder. Highest rank #1 IN SPIRITUAL Always in the top 15 Alhamdulillah #notyouraverageclichèbook. First published on 4th February 2018

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