Modern Jeffmads au James: "I'm straight." Thomas: *Returns from France.* James: "Fuck."

*triggers* depression, suicide attempt(s?), self harm, self depreciation ---- Thomas Jefferson struggled through an extraordinary amount of traumatic times in his recent life. Needless to say, these times drove him to depression and self harm/self depreciation. Absolutely hated himself. But, after a few ~Strange Encounters~ with someone (ya booii J-Mads), life started to look brighter. But, will it suffice? (oh shit getting real lets go) ---- there's probes not gonna be smut bc 1. I'm shit at writing it 2. i am infact a lesbian, that has no idea how to write romantic gay smut. soz lmao. it may happen though, never know thank, urbrodotco x

James Madison hated himself. He hated that his mother left him when he was 3, he hated that his father couldn't get a job, and he hated himself for thinking everything would be okay. Thomas Jefferson had everything. He had a home, he had parents, he had all the money he could need. These two boys seemed like they couldn't be more different- But what actually linked them together wasn't their lack of friends, or their social awkwardness, no. Thomas Jefferson hated himself, too. And in this way, they couldn't be more alike.

//In a country town, 19 year old James Madison has worked on his father's farm in Branson Missouri for as long as he could remember. Thomas Jefferson on the other hand, a 19 year old as well, has been 'spoon fed' everything in his life in the middle of NYC in a fancy 3 story house. But when Thomas's father announces he's moving the family to Branson for a better job, Thomas will run into a nearby field at night and come face to face with a boy working in the fields. Read to Find out what happens when these two boys continue to meet under the star lit sky in the tall grass fields of James's father's land// (MK SO - THIS WILL GO RATHER SLOW, BUT ILL TRY AND UPDATE REGULARLY! ✌️!)

Read it I guess. May 13th 2018- #40 for Jeffmads stories- i- september 29th 2020 #8 !!! for jeffmads stories - why are y'all still reading this 💕❤️🥰 thank