"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

Phil goes to football games, but not because he likes sports. Inspired by the music of Troye Sivan Pairings: Phan TW: Minor homophobic language Genre: Angst, Fluff

He always felt like nothing. Just another person among seven billion others. "I am useless. The world would be better without me." He felt as unique as a tree - seen everyday, gone everyday. "I'm just another burden; the difference in society, the thing that makes it unbalanced. Why would you stay with me?" "Because sometimes, difference is beautiful." For a sakura tree is out of the ordinary - the wonder only seen once in a long period of time. But hey, everything pretty still has a black shadow.

Ppppppphhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnn. I'm so mature. Ok so this is something I've been working on so yeah. I suck at descriptions. And some of my friends are helping me write it. WARNING: Some, if not all (excluding the first page), pages in this book may be triggering. Read with causion.

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

It's my first fanfic, I'm sorry in advance. Basically a high school au where Dan and Phil are in different French classes, and the school has a limited budget, so they have to share textbooks with someone in another class. Surprise (you guessed it) Dan and Phil end up sharing, and Phil leaves himself little notes in the textbook, which Dan finds. You have to read to find out the rest, mofos.

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?