*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell, a shy boy with flowers in his hair and nail polish on his fingers. Friendless and full of anxiety, he remains alone, until said serial killer with tattoos and piercings sits right next to him in the same support group. Phil finds himself falling for Dan when his mission is to kill him, and he wants to get close, even if that means spilling the unwanted truth- and a bit of blood. (punk!phil meets pastel!dan) [rated R for language and violence/gore]

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

*COMPLETED* (Inspired by the song "I'm not okay (I promise) " by my chemical romance) Gerard is (not) okay. Honestly, trust him. Even though he is dealing with alcohol problems and depression, Frank tries to help him. ------------------------ (Picture on the cover doesn't belong to me) (Bullying, self-hate, character death, suicidal thoughts, alcoholism) Frerard highschool au

*Trigger Warning* may contain scenes of self harm, suicide, depression or drugs/alcohol. Gerard could be a little stubborn at times. Frank was the opposite- caring, kind, friendly. When times are bad a visit to the tree would always seem to help, where Frank would always find Gerard. But one day when he's not there, Frank realizes he's going to have to start battling his problems on his own. Besides, no one else is going to listen to him anyway.

"Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words -abuse -alcohol addiction -rape -murder ~ #144 in Fanfiction ~ completed - 25/9/16

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

When Dan finally meets Phil, and it is the start of something new. ***Text messages before meet up*** ***completed*** ***old*** ***new up 12/25/16***

Hello!! this is 2009 Phan the new edited and better one (hopefully). This is about Dan & Phil in 2009 over text!! chapters are short!!