Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain many mentions of lyrics to many bands in the chapters. just thought I'd give the heads up d( *u* )b **

(COMPLETED)Dan is the quiet boy. Who never listens in class. Doesn't talk to anybody. And is either staring down at his desk or listening to music alone. This all changed though when there's a new boy in dan's class, Phil. Phil is the boy with the warming smile. The energetic boy. The one that can talk to anyone. But Phil isn't like the others for one big reason. He doesn't ignore Dan. Everybody else does. But Phil doesn't. And Phil just kept annoying Dan until one day they got paired up for a project together. Dan finally starts to class Phil as a friend until they realise they have feelings for each other. But there's something about dan that could change everything. Warning! Strong language Sexual content Trigger warning Self harm Depression

"Hello Phil! How are you?" "I'm doing pretty good." he mumbled, looking up at me with a glum expression. My smile faltered a bit. Why did he seem so sad? His hand was resting on the counter in front of me. I hesitantly placed my own on top and made eye contact once again. "You okay dear?" He blushed redder and smiled slightly. "Yeah, don't worry about it." "But I worry about everything!" I replied, removing my hand and resting my head on my closed fists. "There's no need to worry about me, sunshine." Phil looked down at his feet, hurt hidden deep behind his eyes and the blush replaced with pale skin once again. "I've been through enough to get through on my own." --- *previously titled in a way, we are the same*

Phil Lester is is an incredibly awkward artist , so a run in with the talented pianist Dan Howell leaves him fumbling for words. Nearly five minutes after meeting Dan, Phil runs out, leaving his sketchbook behind with his dignity. A reunion doesn't sound likely, or lovely to Phil, but fate has a way of making things happen. That, or life gets a kick out of watching Phil Lester blush.

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety

where dan is a struggling music artist and phil is a cocky, successful and a sexually frustrated producer ; copyright © 2016 ; highest ranking #5

he had never liked the color blue, until the boy with blue eyes moved in. ShyArtist!Dan and Muse!Phil short story ; phil's pov is up ; SEQUEL IS FINALLY PUBLISHED ALSO heyyimtrash // 2016 sentence by sentence completed may 14 , 2017

photographer!phil and model!dan (also featuring best friend!dodie )

the one where the owner of a fashion boutique falls for a struggling actor with a notorious side job. // completed 10|03|17 // hughest ranking; #1 in #phanfiction // tw; none