i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

"say my name, dan howell"

"I'll be your home." "You already were to begin with."

A completely fictional story about a girl ,who is completely obsessed with Dan and Phil, whose life takes a turn for the worse. As her life looks up, with a few bumps along the way, life takes its course and she reaches her penultimate goal despite the odds.

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.