***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ------------- I have always been bullied and trapped in darkness. I hoped life would get better when I moved to my mother's hometown, but it only got worse because it was there that I met my unrequited crush, Hayden Black. He despised me from day one, and even more when I became best friends with his twin, Kayden. Kayden gave light to my life, but my happiness with him lasted only until one night two years ago. That night Kayden died because of me. Half of me died with him. The other half was left to bleed, suffering Hayden's and his friends' constant bullying. Now I must endure one more year before I can finally escape them and go to college. This year has to be different. Either I will become stronger, or they will finally break me into nothing. ----------- Highest rank in Romance: #1 on 10/28/2017 Bullied won the Best Romance and the Best Diverse Book award and the Bullied series won the Best Trilogy/Series award in The Fiction Awards 2018. --------- I wrote this novel for #NaNoWriMo2016 #NaNoWinner2016

" leave me alone, I want noting to do to you, why can't you understand that?" I said he looked me deep in the eyes and I could see the hurt and it tore my heart apart but I just can't love. love is for people who deserved it and that's not me I don't deserve anything. he opened his mouth but nothing came out. he opened it again and still nothing. he looked at me and said "is this really what you want" when he said this I wanted to scream no but my mouth did the opposite and said yes. with this he walked away and never looked back. Rachel is a girl that never lived a normal life. she was hurt and abused and seen death with both of her eyes. She tries to run but she's not fast enough and soon life starts to catch up to her. she wants nothing to do with love and nothing to do with lost. Barry is a guy that had everything in life except a mom. He lived a good life but not good enough. He has never been in love but has never been afraid of it. what happens when these pilot opposites meet?