''Because the world is so full of death and horror, I try again and again to console my heart and pick the flowers that grow in the midst of hell.'' -Herman Hesse Disclaimer: I don't own any of the videos, photos used for this book. Credits go out to the owners.

I've made this for you for when you're lost and alone when you're sinking like a stone use these words, these pieces of broken soul, to heal your own. - this is strictly for awareness, I do not encourage anyone to do the following and if you struggle with any of this please message me or contact a professional for help. (trigger warning: self-harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder) #170 in poetry

Dear whoever you might be, I hope someday you'll find this and know that this is everything I didn't say. Copyright © 2015 by CielloMaxin Highest ranking: #11 in Poetry #7 in poetry - 10/9/16 #5 in poetry - 10/11/16 #4 in poetry - 10/29/16 DISCLAIMER: I do not own the photos I use for the covers of my books. All credits belong to their respective owners.

Bukan mudah untuk Hana Aralyn penuhi permintaan ayahnya. Misinya mencari dan mendekati lelaki bernama Hadif Akashah sememangnya perlukan kesabaran yang tinggi. Perangai lelaki itu boleh buat dia pening. Namun, putus asa tidak sama sekali. Biar Hadif pening dengan perangainya pulak. "Macam mana saya tau rumah awak, saya tak boleh bagitau. Tapi, yang saya boleh cakap awak akan tatap muka ni mulai hari ini. Okey?" - Hana Aralyn Kemunculan Aralyn benar-benar telah porak-perandakan hidup Hadif. Sudahlah tak tahu malu, ibunya pun bukan main sebelahkan perempuan itu. Kecil hati dia! "Dia calit minyak apa-apa ke kat ibu masa Hadif tak ada tadi? Mesti dia ada tanam benda dekat depan rumah kita ni." - Hadif Akashah Bila Aralyn dapat tahu Hadif pernah bekerja sebagai bodyguard, dia terkejut. Iyelah, perwatakannya memang sejenis manusia sombong yang pentingkan diri. Pakaian pula usah dikata, baju koyak pun lelaki itu bedal. Langsung tak ada bercirikan seorang Mr Bodyguard! Tapi lama-kelamaan, sisi baik dan hebatnya seorang Hadif Akashah terserlah sedikit demi sedikit membuatkan hati Aralyn tercuit. Namun, saat Aralyn tahu kebenarannya, Aralyn takut. Bagi Aralyn rahsia yang disimpan oleh Hadif memang tidak mampu menyatukan cinta mereka. Dia perlu lari menjauhi Hadif walaupun hatinya tak rela. Hadif pasti membencinya! Dan... telahannya benar, Hadif telah membencinya di saat cinta sedang sarat di hati mereka.... Akan tetapi, adanya Hadif di sisi Aralyn telah menakutkan musuh di sekeliling Aralyn tanpa wanita itu sedari. Namun, adakah Hadif tega membiarkan Aralyn bersendirian menghadapi bahaya? *** pbakl 2019 ***

HR- 3TF | "Most people have a hard time letting themselves love than finding someone to love them" Meet Noel Atkins, kinda awkward, has her face stuck to a screen almost every time, talks to herself and always, always wears a beanie. She moves to a new town in other to start things afresh, and scale through Highschool unnoticed and alone. Meet Aaron-lee Altamira, the popular boy, rich, handsome, every girl's dream and every boy's model. With his killer blue eyes and charming attitude, Aaron-lee always gets what he wants. Aaron-lee doesn't do flings and hook ups, he's searching for something real. Something substantial. Something challenging. Something more cherishing than his cars. Something he finds in the eyes of the new girl who talks to herself and always wears a beanie. With the school's hottest boy interested in her, Noel's quite, boring, gaming and withdrawn life is about to take a ride on a rollercoaster. Noel isn't interested and Aaron-lee isn't taking no for an answer. --- All Rights reserved ©2018 CriticallyIntense Cover by @misssarcastic

|| Highest Rank - #1 in Teen Fiction || Ever broken into Disney World at three in the morning? Ever pranked the police and almost gotten arrested for it? Ever played paintball at the park in nothing but your underwear? Maya hasn't. But she is about to... Dylan Thompson is the most popular guy in the school and is seeking revenge after Maya slapped him for being a 'pervert'. What would you do if you were Maya? Move to Mexico and change your name to Rico and then proceed to move into an apartment with a goat owner named Pablo, obviously. What does Maya do? She doesn't run, instead she kicks him where the sun don't shine and slaps him again. Time for revenge nerd. --- Cover by the best human @1Dgurlwrites WARNING: Contains mild language & may cause many eyes rolls, fangirl moments and tears. [COMPLETED] Copyright © by Laylaa Khan

Tessa Young is an 18 year old college student with a simple life, excellent grades, and a sweet boyfriend. She always has things planned out ahead of time, until she meets a rude boy named Hardin, with too many tattoos and piercings who shatters her plans.

"Give me ten days, and I can give you ten reasons not to die." Evan paused. "And if I can't change your mind by then, you can go jump off that cliff."

A girl woke up at 2am and decided to drown her thoughts before it drowns her.

[COMPLETE] - (in editing) Sebuah kisah tentang seorang lelaki yang sombong dan angkuh dengan orang sekelilingnya sehinggalah suatu hari dirinya ditangkap khalwat dengan pembantu peribadinya sendiri. "Kau yang telefon pejabat agama kan? Kau sengaja nak perangkap aku, kan?? Dasar perempuan murah!" - Zarif Adha Meskipun perkahwinan yang dibina tanpa sukarela, namun hati lelaki yang ego dan keras itu akhirnya mulai menjadi lembut. Dan apabila dirinya mulai mahu menghargai sang isteri di depan mata, segalanya mulai berubah. "Baru sekarang nak mengaku isteri? Baru sekarang rasa ada tanggungjawab pada isteri?" - Raysha Imani Dia sudah penat dihina, dicaci, diberi kata-kata kasar oleh insan yang bergelar suami selama ini. Maka dengan itu, dia nekad untuk pergi dari hidup lelaki itu. Dan saat dia sudah tidak mahu berpatah balik ke masa silam. Ada sesuatu terjadi. Dapatkah mereka melayari kehidupan yang bahagia selepas ini? Apakah yang bakal terjadi kepada mereka? (nota kaki: ML redflag sikit huhu)