the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

"What if I was gay?" "I'd fuck you." //Phan I was 13 when I wrote this please feel free to read anything else I wrote down the line, babes.

35 year old Phil was going about his daily life, dry cereal as mid-day snacks, reading Steven King books before drifting to sleep and laughing as well as accidental dribbling with the love of his life Dan Howell, aged 31. Little did he know that this day may be the day that changes their lives forever.