"Give me ten days, and I can give you ten reasons not to die." Evan paused. "And if I can't change your mind by then, you can go jump off that cliff."

events that planted a suicide. [Highest Ranking: #46 in Short Story] -•- (lowercase intentional for aesthetic purposes) TRIGGER WARNING! this book discusses events that lead up to a suicide. (there are NO gruesome scenes in this story.) if you are feeling suicidal, please seek professional help. you are loved by so many people and were put on this planet for a reason! {started 24th february 2018}

𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝗜'𝗺 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝘆𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗮𝘆 "𝙏𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝. " Warning : Mature Themes ⚠️T R I G G E R I N G ⚠️

Here's why.

The story of two teens in a suicide recovery club. By @woowoowriting (who writes for Theo) and @_animus (who writes for Noelle).

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

{Highest Rank: #891 in Poetry and #75 in Suicidal} "Why weren't you there when I needed you?" My happiness, my heart is all hanging on a thread. The depression is crushing me. It is suffocating me. I don't want to die yet. "Because we aren't meant to be. Face it and let it sink in," he said coldly. And just like that, he broke my hope. Maybe I do want to die. Maybe I should let the depression drown me. After all, depression is drowning while you can see everyone around you breathing. ---- Love feels so much like a dream, I don't know if it is even real. Love for me feels like walking on thin glass, one wrong move or one false step, and it shatters underneath you, cutting your feet and drawing your blood. Love for me feels like something my subconscious built in a weird messed up dream, like something that you would see in the corner of your eye, but would disappear the more you try to find it. Love for him, however, is an entirely different thing. Love for him is a walk in the park. with the sun shining and the birds chirping as he strolls down the smooth pavements. Love for him is easy because no girl in their right mind would want to let him go, so he is the one to break their hearts. And, stupid me, I thought he would be different with me. When something is too good to be true, it probably is. WARNING!! CONTAINS TOPICS SUCH AS SUICIDE AND RAPE!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED