I guess you could call it destiny..........the day I saved Zayn Malik from the unforgiving jaws of death. But what is destiny, is it some twist in fate that puts you on some new life track. I don't believe in destiny, it is an illusion despersate people cloud themselves with. Life doesn't just happen, you have to control it. But then again what is control? I clearly dont know because I am losing it, I have no control over anything anymore..........Here's what I know........... that boy I saved is torturing my mind, heart , and sanity, and I am lost.......but I crave every minute of it. I crave the insane twist in fate and the loss of control it helps me keep my sanity........