Despite of everything I've been through, I'm still here and that's both a good and a very burdening thing. #165 in Poetry - 07/01/18

I walked down the white hallways filled with the smell of bleach and chlorine. The lights above were too bright, too luminescent. I can't think. I can't look straight. I can't breathe. Everything was blurry. I touched my cheeks and felt tears cascade down to my chin. My steps faltered. My heart wouldn't stop beating out of my chest. "I'm sorry Nouran." She had looked at me sadly, eyes filled with emptiness. No, no, no. What am I going to do? What am I going to tell him? Him. Izhar. I can't breathe.... Allah. •|#1 in Spiritual on February 20th, 2016 // March 26th, 2016 // May 20th, 2016 // June 25th, 2016 // July 3rd, 2016 // July 13th, 2016 // July 28th, 2016 // August 2nd, 2016 // August 13th, 2016 // December 28th, 2016 // January 21st, 2017 // January 27th, 2017 // March 23rd, 2017|• ||1 million reads as of May 12th, 2017|| ||2 million reads as of September 15th, 2018|| ||3 million reads as of July 15th, 2020|| ||A Wattpad Featured Story as of August 11th, 2017|| ||100K votes as of February 20th, 2018||

A random short words to express feelings, emotions and wanting. So thankful enough to be part of the best top ranking in #Poetry. #Poetry Rank: #82 #77 #83 #64 #60 #55 #47 #39 #33 #32 #25 #26 #23 #19 #20 #19 #21 #26 #22 #32 #28 #24 #27 #28 #32 #38 #17 #18 #16 #36 #50 #35 #28 #37 #26 #29 #41 #23 #27 #21 #23 #20 #29 #36 #29 #34 #40 #25 #34 #38 #41 #31 #26 #20 #22 #23 #18 #21 #18 #15 #13 #19 #26 #14 #15 #22 #17 #18 #24 #18 #23 #29 #14 #19 #26 #18 #21 #34 #35 #27 #33 #23 #20 #25 #24 #29 #28 #35 #37 #46 #27 #33 #27 #35 #36 #38 #24 #35 #39 #23 #22 #23 #28 #34 #24 #26 #32 #40 #27 #32 #27 #28 #23 #27 #21 #19 #25 #20 #28 #35 #40 #13 #21 #18 #23 #27 #13 #15 #25 #26 #15 #23 #29 #23 #27 #19 #20 #17 #21 #22 #21 #27 #33 #38 #29 #36 #37 #38 #48 #62 #67 #103 #124 #138 #142 #171 #95 #308 #18 #21 #29 #31 #45 #52 #59 #78 #101 #130 #165 #154 #172 #477 #550 #719 #965 #925 #844 #895 #561 #609 #770 #521 #895 #282 #247 #192 #200 #212 #423 #466 #951 #177 #187 #192 #201 #389 #577 #593 #788 #767 #787 #631 #490 #353 #275 #799 #606 #565 #721 #331 #238 #224 #235 #446 #636 #552 #328 #371 #337 #396 #73 #88 #115 #138 #177 #277 #355 #430 #455 #664 #922 #590 #668 #671 #613 #410 #225 #401 #959 #658 #404 #678 #790 #843 #377 #344 #310 #344 #214 #189 #237 #256 #218 #425 #514 #448 #588 #481 #360 #267 #229 #431 #462 #482 #882 #865 #607 #505 #427 #326 #287 #262 #946 #107 #112 #63 #106 #120 #104 #120 #150 #180 #429 #514 #869 #886 #931 #484 #257 #215 #306 #490 #337 #300

he saw her, and she saw him.

e m o t i o n s t h r o u g h w o r d s o f p o e t r y. ❤

Inspired by Jay Asher's novel. All poems in here are mine. The cover photo was edited by yours truly but the photo used isn't mine, credits to the rightful owner. • highest ranking #12 in Poetry - 07/20/17 COMPLETE ✔

Maybe One Day is now published as a Paperback, and E-book with W by Wattpad Books! ***** Hayley Donovan has been in love with Jace Hammond for years, but as they finally begin to grow close, they're pulled apart by the ghosts of their pasts. ***** Hayley Donovan has been in love with her best friend's brother, Jace, for years, but the feelings have never been reciprocated. That is, until Hayley decides to leave her small town and her family's tragic past behind to attend the University of Georgia - the very same university where Jace is attending. As the two reconnect for the first time in over a year, they can't ignore the growing feelings between them, however, things are never simple when it comes to love. The couple must work through both of their emotional pasts, as well as deal with a classmate, Levi, who is intent on making Hayley's experience at university one that'll have her fearing for her life. Content and/or Triggering Warning: this story contains swearing, mature themes, and sexual content. [[word count: 100,000-150,000 words]]

A compilation of short poems and quotes written by yours truly. Highest: #1 in poetry All Rights Reserved © John Schorwinson 2017 Marvellous cover made by @soundthealarm

❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]