An ideal mate for me would be someone who's capable of knowing the knowledge of love. They should value it because we all know that love is fragile and it can easily break us apart. But once I met him I knew he did not value love. He has shattered so many hearts. I knew he wasn't capable of handling mine, so why would I dare to give it to him? I was that type of picky person when it came to love because for me, love is everything. I just have a question for our Moon Goddess, out of all of the boys in this world you chose him. Why him?

Emily- Emily is described as the most beautiful person in the world. She is often referred to as a Goddess. She has eyes that one can easily get lost in. She is a great friend that cares about people and makes the world a better place. She is easy to love too. That's how I'm supposed to be but then again, it's not true. I'm not pretty. I'm not treated like a Goddess. Nobody even likes me except for my parents. I'm abused all the time. I'm just a slave. I'm wolfless so therefore I'm worthless. You know when you're told something so much that you suddenly start to believe it? I did. Maybe It was my fault she was dead. Maybe I would never find a mate, and if I did he would reject me. Maybe. That word between yes or no. Maybe. I'm at that point in life where I'm not happy, mad, nor sad. just ...... Numb. They say life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you are gonna get. Well I think I need a new box because I keep getting the same ones each time. Abuse, Abuse Abuse..... When does death come? I need something new or I'll buy my own box of death. Unless somebody spares me. (c) 7lyrics