Content warning: mentions of suicide, suicidal thoughts, and drug use. Some people aren't easily defined. It is sometimes hard to describe exactly who people are. These people include Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy. But maybe with a bit of work and time, they can solve the puzzle that is their mind. A Dear Evan Hansen (Treebros) fanfic. None of the characters belong to me.

Everyone at school had always seen Connor as a freak with extreme anger problems. At the beginning of 9th grade he became the school stoner and still is, but Connor had a huge and quite odd secret that only his family knows. He distanced himself from others, had no friends, and was extremely lonely and depressed, but that all might change when he meets Evan Hansen.

<Discontinued until further notice, we're very sorry. We love you all and appreciate that you enjoy this, but please understand :') keeping it up for those of you who liked it. Thank you guys so much> ___ Jeremy smiled, "And beisdes, it'll just be like an upgrade." Evan gave a small smile in return. "Like, uh... a family upgrade? Yeah... that's okay. I guess." ___ based off the step brother au created by @edenleicester on tumblr (a deh and bmc crossover) ___ Credits to: @edenleicester and @arieryn (both on tumblr) for the art used in the cover :))

in which connor and evan go through a rollercoaster of a relationship, with a secret that never should have been kept.

They told him to stay away. They told him that he was crazy, that he was gone. But what if he is crazy? All the best people are. <<COMPLETE>>

a bunch of cute little boyf riends one shots because that's what I'm Heere for

"y-you won't give u-up on me, right?" "you're my soulmate, darling. i will always fight for you. always." *** in this world, when you meet eyes with your soulmate, the world bursts into color. in new york city, connor murphy is unwillingly trudging across a busy street towards the penthouse in manhattan that his father has purchased for the murphy family to move to, when suddenly, he meets eyes with a stranger. unexpectedly, he can notice that the stranger's eyes are blue, clear, and anxious. and then the stranger is tugged into an alley way and disappears. this follows connor's journey to find the soulmate that changed his life in a second, and then, in the next second, was gone. *** lowercase intended trigger warnings are listed before the chapter begins

Hamilton is non-stop. He is busy writing a new proposal for a financial pay-plan for a new building they purchased. With Thomas Jefferson now home from France, he has competition in the G.Wash building in the heart of New York City; the greatest city in the world. He has disappointed his dear wife and son, Eliza and Philip--because he could not escape to upstate New York with them for the summer. And much to Hamiltons dismay, he will not see his dearest, Angelica either. Left alone in his penthouse, he mostly works on and on, never taking a break. That is until--he begins to get closer to John Laurens, then things take a steamy turn; for better or worse?

"Do you think God stays in heaven because he, too, lives in fear of what he's created?"-Steve Buscemi, Spy Kids 2 Hamilton wants the d(ark roast) *rereads this story* CRAWLING IN MY SKIN THESE WOUNDS, THEY WILL NOT HEAL This is a Lams coffee shop AU written from mostly John Laurens' P.O.V., but it does switch from time to time. In it, Laurens works the night shift at a coffee shop (who knows if a 24 hour coffee shop exists, but in fiction, anything is possible), that Hamilton decides to go to when after he gets struck with writer's block. Normal coffee shop AU antics ensue. To be honest, a lot of the story isn't actually in the coffee shop, but... So anyway, it's gay and no one dies...(yet) Buckle up and hold on. (Cover by yamhaylet)

he had blue eyes. ©︎ pxstelhansen; 2017 semi-based off the short film 'the string' by SZIN on youtube (connor x evan)