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dear insecurities [phan-completed] by asteroid-s
dear insecurities [phan-completed]
asteroid-s
  • Reads 48,891
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  • Parts 12
"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}
Ghost Towns In The Ocean ☀︎ Ryden by demolitioniero
Ghost Towns In The Ocean ☀︎ Ryden
demolitioniero
  • Reads 9,444
  • Votes 480
  • Parts 17
- In which Ryan is unhappy, poor, and obsessed with his dog. Brendon Urie moves into Ryan's house against his will, and fills the whole place with the scent of berry flavored bubble gum, which Ryan tries to counter with cigarette smoke, absolute angst, and the sound of him screaming at his typewriter. "But I have no doubt, one day the sun will come out." [Based off of Coldplay's album "Viva La Vida Or Death And All His Friends"]
Candy Hearts 👾 Brallon by whatwedoforfun
Candy Hearts 👾 Brallon
whatwedoforfun
  • Reads 35,121
  • Votes 2,427
  • Parts 17
Dallon keeps getting boxes of candy hearts in his locker with notes attached. (will be updated from February 14-March 1♡) ©whatwedoforfun
grey ; peterick by prscription
grey ; peterick
prscription
  • Reads 36,581
  • Votes 2,873
  • Parts 14
pete sees colours. patrick is blue. completed. @prscription
transparent • gawsten au by floralawsten
transparent • gawsten au
floralawsten
  • Reads 5,536
  • Votes 357
  • Parts 12
it was like i was transparent. i was screaming and yelling but nobody heard me. until him. "i can hear you." he said softly.
Match Your Weakness With A Name by kellallyourfriends
Match Your Weakness With A Name
kellallyourfriends
  • Reads 25,346
  • Votes 1,970
  • Parts 25
Geoff's an inexperienced lifeguard with a deep, dark secret he doesn't dare tell his friends: he's gayer than Neil Patrick Harris riding Nyan Cat's rainbow dick through the sky while making out with hot shirtless alien men. Awsten's a model on hiatus who hasn't worn short sleeves since November. One chance encounter at the Houston Community Pool could mean absolutely nothing...or it could change their lives forever. Given that this is a gay fanfic written by a queer hormonal teenage boy, the second option is more likely. If you need anything tagged as triggering, tell me.
My Heart Speaks. {Ryden Shortstory.} by Melody_is_Forever
My Heart Speaks. {Ryden Shortstory.}
Melody_is_Forever
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  • Votes 3,688
  • Parts 15
Ryan Works at Build-A-Bear-Workshop, and he isn't really big fan of his job. A customer then walks in one time, and then after that, way too often. It kind of intrigues Ryan a little more and he wonders why this customer is here all the time, not buying much, just there.
Eyes Open ✰ Jalex by demolitioniero
Eyes Open ✰ Jalex
demolitioniero
  • Reads 38,117
  • Votes 2,149
  • Parts 16
- In which a lonely kid named Alex who is only slightly obsessed with how colorful the whole planet is meets a lonely kid named Jack who has stopped obsessing over anything and spends his days desperately seeking someone to fill an empty space in his life. "Just keep your eyes open." [Named after the album "Eyes Open" by Snow Patrol]
Flicker, Fade ⧫ Kellic / Ryden / Jardougall / Jalex by demolitioniero
Flicker, Fade ⧫ Kellic / Ryden / Jardougall / Jalex
demolitioniero
  • Reads 4,460
  • Votes 320
  • Parts 24
- In which a group of kids at a boarding school have no idea what they're doing with their lives and are all on the somewhat same level of confusion and apathy for everything. It doesn't help that everyone's got some sort of mystery to them. Tay disappears for long periods of time at least twice a week, Vic is trapped in a scary relationship, Ryan isn't sure of anything in life which they fight by running too much, and Kellin eats too much and can't sleep because of nightmares which might have to do with the scars all over his arms. "It's hard when you're living and you don't feel much, and you're down and you're hurting because you don't feel loved." [Named after the song "Flicker, Fade" by Taking Back Sunday]
The Emo Trinity bible by astr-o-dweeb
The Emo Trinity bible
astr-o-dweeb
  • Reads 7,919
  • Votes 549
  • Parts 13
Here we are The emo bible It's really hit a low hasn't it
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