[complete] i want to be there so you don't have to be brave ; copyright © 2017

"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

"the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents. that is, until, he meets dan howell, his polar opposite. -intentional lowercase-

Dan is an ordinary student. He definitely is straight, at least, that was what he thought before a new student joined his school: Philip Lester. What he did not realize, was that good things always come at a cost. A Phanfiction (contains some smut) Word count: roughly 700 to 1100 words per chapter.

{ She may be the one for you, but your not the one for her}

"i'm counting down the days to go." or in which a boy who is waiting for his life to be over may be losing to cancer, but he also saved his best friend's life and, in return, won his heart.

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, until he meets Phil Lester - the 'bad boy' of Dan's new school - who's face is strangely visible to Dan; much to Dan's wonder and Phil's distaste.

('LETHAL' SERIES PART II) Phil's life has been thrown off balance, now trapped in a foreign world with no known way of escaping, it seems his life is leading from one extreme to another. There's no friends, no Dan and his morale is at an all time low. His surroundings and everyone he thought he knew and loved are being controlled like puppets on string; he's sure that he's never felt more alone. Will he find a way out or will he remain incarcerated forever? (COMPLETED) ***** Warning: contains dark themes in parts, but no triggers on the lines of self-harm, mental illness etc. Feel free to message me just in case. © Please don't repost my works on any platforms without my permission, this includes translations.

I'm not indecisive

some people say leaving notes in someone's locker is slightly weird. for dan, this is the most normal thing he's ever done *lowercase intended* •trigger warning• [COMPLETED ON AUGUST 4, 2016]