Caspar looks at himself as a failure. A failure that's in love with his roommate Joe. He is convinced that Joe isn't in love with him. But, it's the opposite. Joe is in love with Caspar, but he thinks Caspar has no interest in him. Can they find their way together? In this story, Zoe, Alfie, Joe, Caspar, Jim, and Marcus live in London. [BEWARE:; this is my first Jaspar fanfiction so please don't judge me if its not written too well] TRIGGER WARNING/// DRUG USE, SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS